Post by Abril on Jan 28, 2010 8:35:36 GMT -5
{The scene opens up inside a nice, large catholic church. The decorations on the walls are beautiful. Everything is beautiful and perfectly placed. The camera pans the area before it centers in on Abril walking through the front door with her usual black attire on. She is wearing green lipstick and green eyeliner to match. Her hair is pulled back in a pony tail. Her long trench coat drags the ground as she walks. She looks around the church and grins. It's like she has been there before in another place another time. She walks over to the confessional booth and steps inside. The camera follows her. The confessional booth window opens.}
Abril: "Forgive me father for I have sinned. I have sinned so greatly."
Father: "Tell me your sins my child."
{Abril sighs deeply.}
Abril: "Well, the thing is I'm not really catholic."
Father: "Then why are you here?"
Abril: "Because I have sinned and I need someone to forgive me. Will you still hear my sins?"
Father: "God forgives everyone my child. Go head."
Abril: "Well I've never confessed before but I've been having bad thoughts about a man father."
Father: "Bad as in lustful thoughts?"
Abril: "Well, I don't know. I haven't actually seen him. I think I may have felt his prescene once but I'm not sure. You see Father I'm confused. Should I love this man or hate him?"
Father: "I'm not sure I understand my child."
Abril: "I pray for this man and when I face him I want him to be at his best because I have this sense of wanting to destroy him but save him at the same time. How do I deal with this feeling Father? Being saved or being destroyed?"
Father: "Only God decides who is saved and who is destroyed."
Abril: "God no longer talks to me."
Father: "Maybe you just aren't listening hard enough."
Abril: "I do listen Father. I listen very closely for his voice because I need guidance in this most delicate of issues. When I face this man I have to decide his fate. His fate has been put into my hands and I don't know what to do."
Father: "Only God decides those things my child. I don't understand where you are coming from."
Abril: "Of course you don't. No one does. You're just like them really. You need to be saved."
Father: "But my child I am saved. You're the one who came to me."
Abril: "Yes, I came to confess and get advice but it's obvious you can't give it to me."
Father: "But all you've told me is these feelings you have for this man. This feelings of saving or destroying him. My child, you shouldn't feel this way about anyone. God loves everyone equally, even you."
{Abril grabs her hair and starts to scream}
Abril: "No, no, no! It's not that way! I know it's not that way! You're lying to me! You are one of those people!"
{Abril continues to scream and then kicks down the confessional door. She rushes over to the priest door and opens it up. She pulls the priest out of the room by his collar and delivers a ddt on the hard ground. The preist goes out completely.}
Abril: "There, do you understand now!?"
{Abril gives a few kicks to the back of the priest making sure he stays down. She then screams and rushes to the alter. She falls on her knees and pulls her hair.}
Abril: "God, God, do you hear me? You must hear me but you do not speak back to me. What shall I do about this situation? sighs Oh it's no use. EazE I still haven't heard anything from you. I've waited days for you to say something, anything, but nothing is all I get. Just like I get from God. Am I so freakishly strange that I do not even deserve the decency of your words EazE? Maybe that's why you need saving more than anything or anyone."
{Abril crawls to the alter and takes the kneeling position. She puts her hands together as if she was about to pray.}
Abril: "Dear God, I don't know if you can hear me but I do pray for my opponent EaeZ. I pray that he is at his best when we meet at Ten but I also pray for his soul because I know he hs on his way to hell...he will be facing hell twice because I will be putting him through absolute hell and then he will go to hell after his unfortunate death. I don't mean to be this way it just comes naturally. I don't mean to push people to the brink of insanity but I dangle so close to the brink that it's hard not to push people there. I hope you will forgive me. I hope that somewhere inside you will find something special about me, just like I hope EazE will find something special about me and one day thank me for everything that I am going to do to him and for him. It will a miracle indeed. I know you are all in the miracle business and I pray for a miracle to come at Ten. Because if you don't intervene then I will make a miracle. I will set his soul free."
{Abril shifts her body a little and drops her hands till they are resting on her thighs.}
Abril: "See I am the thing you need to connect your body and your soul together. I am every person you need to be. You look at me in awe and feel the greatness because you know I can save you from the mundane life you are leading. When you dream at night what do you dream? Are you dreams full of nightmares and evil creatures you simply can not defeat? I wonder these things about you. But you do not speak. I wonder these things because I mean to know you better. I mean to know everything about you before I beat you. You must understand where I am coming from. When you look into your future do you find something special and perfect or is your future clouded with images of horrible things? At Ten it will be a horrible night for you but it won't be the end. There will always be a tomorrow to wake up to. A tomorrow to realize what your mistakes were and a chance to fix your errors. I will show you how to do that. I will be more than happy to show you. You see, I am your savior."
"I wonder if you feel numb about your life. Has your life become so boring and full of trival nonsense you have no sense of being anymore? I can change that. I can change all of that. Just listen to me and let your body go. Come Ten I know things will be heated between the two of us but that is only at Ten. See, I have to win this match to prove myself but after I prove myself it doesn't mean I can't come back and pick up your broken, bloody body and make you into something you desire to be. You with your size would want to rule the Federation well, perhaps you can. Under my guidance you could do anything you wanted to do. Believe me when I say I can see the light shinning through you even though we haven't met. I can feel it already."
{Abril shifts again and then reaches into her trench coat pocket to pull out a packet of cigarettes. She lits up a cigarette in a church and begins to smoke it.}
Abril: "There's only one sure way to bring the giant down and I will find that way and execute it to perfection. I envy you in a way because you find small things to be interesting and you live a life that is somewhat small and interesting. I don't know you as I have said I haven't even seen or heard from you but I know these things. I know them because of the voices. See, the voices tell me these things and I know they are all true."
{She takes another draw off her cigarette}
Abril: "I know that you always were the child that was left behind because you didn't fit in. I'm sorry about that. I wish -"
{Abril is cut off by another priest coming up to her and grabbing her by the shoulder. She jerks away, getting to her feet and staring down the priest.}
Father #2: "Excuse me miss but you can not smoke in here. This is a house of God."
Abril: "But I was praying."
Father #2: "And you may continue to pray but you must put the cigarette out."
{Abril becomes very frustrated and is not afraid to show it.}
Abril: "Oh why can't you people just leave me alone? You all are the same. Give me your hand!"
Father #2: "What?"
Abril: "Just give me your hand."
{Abril grabs the Father's hand and turns it palm upwards. She then procedes to put her cigarette out on the palm of the priest. He screams in pain and pulls his hand back. Abril then slaps him across the face and he goes to the floor.]
Abril: "And that's for all the little boys you sick fuck!"
{Abril straightens out her jacket and begins to walk out of the chruch laughing as she does. She walks out into the evening, the wind hitting her in the face as the camera fades to black.}
{The scene picks back up with Abril outside in an open field perked on a rock. Her trench coat blows with the wind. She looks at one fixed point as if her mind is wandering with thousands of thoughts but nothing comes out of her lips. Suddenly a midget, a very gross looking midget, comes up to her and climbs up on the rock beside her. He bows down and waits for her to talk.}
Abril: "Did you find anything out?"
Midget: "Nothing master. I have searched high and low and there is no sign or trace of him. It's as if he does not exist."
Abril: "Hmm, tell me Gerard what do you think of him?"
Gerard takes a moment to think before saying anything.
Gerard: "I don't know. I think he's afraid. I think he is hiding behind something. Some massive secret that he doesn't want anyone to know."
Abril: "What massive secret could he be hiding behind? What could be so horrible he refuses to speak out against me? I am his opponent after all and he should grant me the courtesy to speak to me. I await his words with every second of my life and you can not even imagine how painful that is to me, Gerard."
Gerard: "Master is unhappy. Gerard must find some way to make master happy."
Abril: "I admire your spirit Gerard. But only true happiness will come when I hear him speak. Besides true happiness is nothing but a lie. A lie sent directly from hell. Just like the place I will be going to on Ten. I will be taking EazE with me to hell as well."
Gerard: "Gerard follow master to hell with her, yes?"
{Abril shakes her head.}
Abril: "Where I am going you can not follow but I will be back. I would never leave you alone for too long. That is a promise I stand by."
Gerarad: "But Gerard go with master to the arena to make sure plans are laid out correctly yes? Do not deny me that honor master."
Abril: "Yes that will be fine. But until then we must find out as much as we can about this EazE character. That is our mission and no more."
Abril reaches out a hand and pets the dirty head of Gerard. She smiles sweetly at him.
Abril: "Now depart from me loyal servant and allow me time to think. I will find you before Ten."
Gerard: "Yes master."
{Gerard slowly walks away from Abril leaving her perked on the rock over looking the field. The camera fades in close to her and then fades out completely.]