Post by James Wolf on Feb 3, 2019 16:09:26 GMT -5
1:36 P.M.
Super Bowl Sunday, it seemed like everybody had an opinion on this game after the New Orleans Saints got screwed out of it. Making it the Rams vs The Patriots. Everybody had an opinion on it though except for James Wolf.
There were no fixed fights in the current wave of MMA, and there was also no fixed Football games in the world of the NFL no matter what their “fans” thought! Its like this if you get caught cheating in today's world you'd get your promotional license revoked and then well you'd be out of business faster than you'd see whore at a confessional! So all the butt hurt fans would just have to get use to the fact that life was hard, and some times things didn't necessarily go how you wanted them, and if you wanted to change how things were then you had better get your ass out there and start doing it yourself!
James Wolf scoffed aloud when thinking to himself about the whole “Shitty Bowl” situation. That is what it was calling it any way because he wasn't going to watch it, and he really didn't give a flying fuck who was going to watch it. The simple fact of the matter was he had a match with Alex Richards to focus on. The “Shitty Bowl” would be nothing like the match between these two again. The first match James wasn't truly prepared for what Alex had to offer at least promo wise. But a year later, everything had changed, and for some reason the WCF wanted to pair these two men against each other again creating either more history or more bad blood. Whatever sold tickets, and got asses in the seats was the most important. But what most people didn't understand was that what you saw out in that ring was genuine. That could never be taken away from either man.
2:02 P.M.
As James Wolf walked into his home he saw Simara sitting down at the kitchen table eating some bacon, and eggs, and drinking a tall glass of milk. Stopping for a moment he decided to catch up with her.
Simara, how's your therapy going honey?
Simara looked up at him as she set her milk down atop of the kitchen table.
As of matter of fact Dad, its going very well. I'm making a lot of progress, and with any luck I'll be finished in a few months.
I see, have you given any thought to what you might do after you're finished?
Not yet, but I have some ideas on the horizon I'll let you know just as soon as I figure it out.
James nodded to her as he opened the fridge to prepare himself a late lunch. He had another hour before he had to hit the train station in downtown Memphis. WCF had taken care of his travel arrangements, and James had decided to take the train since it was the fastest route to get where he was going. That meant rental car when it got there and a prearranged hotel room, but at least he didn't have to be around the crowd that was going to be in the “Shitty Bowl” tonight. He'd likely miss the whole event and that was fine with him.
After lunch, he looked toward his daughter.
Simara, would you mind taking me to the train station. I have a match for Monday Night Slam, and I need to arrive a little bit early so I can board the train. I've got my suitcase in your car all ready.
Simara stood, taking her plate to the sink. After cleaning it, and place it back in the dish rack she turned and left the house with her father to take him to the train station that was only about twenty minutes away. When they arrived James got out with his suitcase, and went up to the desk getting his ticket, and sitting in the waiting area waiting for them to call out his gate number.
While he was waiting alone in his thoughts that's when he decided to speak on Alex Richards.
Alex, here we are, and look how much has changed. People are fighting to save the Tag Team Division, you're on the outs with your former Guardian tag team member, and John Rabid is a worth less dingle berry! The surprising thing is the Tag Team division, and the fact that the two men I robbed of the opportunity to make a living found one as the tag champs. Everything else well we all ready knew about John Rabid, and The Guardians being dead I guess you need to find a new avenue. Before we get down to the brass tacks of Monday Night Slam I'd like to extend this offer to you. If you need a tag partner you can trust, and you also need somebody you can trust, and who won't turn on you at the drop of a hat you can count on me. I may be an asshole, and an “uncaring sociopath” as you put it in a previous promo, but you know, and the rest of the WCF know that I will work my fingers to the goddamn bone to ensure those tag team belts go to you, and they do not go any place else!
Now let's get down to the real business of this match, and just what it means for the both of us. It's no secret that will both go in separate directions. You want to become the next WCF World Champion, and I'm bound for Hardcore Glory. We know were our sights are set. In order to get your opportunity you have to have a good showing against me, and well I have to do the same against you. Let's not sugar coat things about the WCF, and how the business is run. I have nothing to hide but I have to take you to task about some of the things you said in the past year, and unlike last year this time well you're not going to like what I have to say, and how its presented. Because I've learned something about you Alex. Something that you likely will not like, and it will risk being on a tag team with you if that is even possible. However I think its crucial to this match. Not only this match but your future matches because when you get to Noble Savage she is going to pull out all of the stops, and I'm doing exactly that for this promo. I'm pulling out all of the stops because you Alex Richards you like to talk about how confusion always reigns. That's a nice little catch phrase but you see that's all it really is. A damn catch phrase, you don't really mean what you're saying! You don't live it every second of your life, and to be honest who the hell could actually balme you? You can't possibly walk around on repeat twenty-four hours a day. It would really get old fast. Your promos tend to do that. Get old fast I mean!
Memphis AmTrak calls his gate number as James rises, and brings his suitcase with him as he boards the train. As his suitcase is put in the over head compartment he sits down in his seat which is quite comfortable. James then speaks once more.
Alex, its no secret you probably don't like me judging by your past comments, and let me tell you this. The feeling is mutual! I'm sure you all ready knew that and I didn't need to tell you that but I just wanted to let you know that you were not wrong. Since that is out of the way I have to tell you something. When you called me an uncaring sociopath I think you were just projecting your own faults onto everybody. There is a difference between being a narcissist, and being protective over ones family. You crossed the fucking line when you suggested that I didn't care about my family, and that I'd some how use them, and then toss them away like a piece of garbage! How dare you suggest I'm anything other than a loving and protective busband and father. I know this is hard for you to believe since you're not there behind the scenes to see an actual family who have each others backs through everything but since you don't know your ass from your elbow how about you just stop making this personal? Because the more you do it the more matches are going to come, and I will not stop putting the hurt on you until you move on to a new subject. After your little allegation about how my sister was abused I was not a happy man. You know my grandparents raised my sister until I was eighteen. I had to make a living in the trenches of this business until I could gain custody of her. I do not like to share private business with everybody because that's nobodies business except mine. Then I have you, and everybody else trying to poke holes in my life as if it didn't happen. Sure there is some trauma there but I'm not trying to go back and relive it. I take what happens in life one day at a time, and you Alex after letting your little secret slip I thought for once you'd just shut the fuck up, and stay out of it. But what do you actually do? You're bringing me to the whole point of why I'm even bring these points up again. That is because you are a follower. Not a leader. Do you really want to know why you're not facing Noble Savage right now? Because you're a follower and until you become a leader you'll never get any where. You can't say one of your reasons for not having a title is because you had a stalker who purposely targeted you because you were better than them. They couldn't admit it to themselves! That's fucking water under the bridge because the WCF fired that motherfucker! The damage had all ready been done however which brings us to where we are now!
James watches as a waitress pushes a cart of food down the aisle but he'll eat later on this trip. He has a while to wait just yet and needs to get a few things out in the open.
You know Alex for somebody whose so weak minded you sure do like to think you know it all! There's nothing more I hate than a brainiac who thinks they have everything figured out! Trust me you don't have me figured out and you'll never have me figured out despite you're many attempts at trying. My sister is dead, and buried. I help to main tain her grave stone. Its an unselfish act! Something I could not give her while she was alive because of course we led separate and very different lives. Now let's get your assumption that she was abused. You recently admitted you were a victim of abuse yourself. How do you think I was suppose to find out this information when it was up to me to work for a living? I chose the Professional Wrestling profession in order to give her a way out whatever she felt she needed to get out of. I'm human with faults just as you are. I can't know every single detail of what is going on. Especially when I was on the road almost all year. Over coming the pitfalls of the business some time life just goes by, and there is nothing you can do about it but the best you can and some times your best is not enough but I did my best. If it wasn't enough according to your standards or the standards of anybody else well that's tough shit! I don't have any apologies to give, and I won't give any apologies or any excuses. Tell me something Alex. Don't shut yourself yourself off or hide from it! Who was your abuser, what type of abuse did you suffer from, and how did you get over it? These are questions you should be able to answer without much thought. Because you have no authority to judge me without first judging yourself for your short comings. I'll bet you won't even do it though and do you know why? Because you're a follower and not a leader! That much has become very apparent to me. And the rest of the WCF if they're not blind! I honestly don't know if there's any more to say or to ask after all of that. I'll be honest on this too. You absolutely disgust me! You know how they say people can be a bad influence on you? Well you don't need to look any further than your former tag team partner of Bonnie Blue. Sure she's out grown you, and you're of no more use to her. No more of you two being a bad influence on each other but she did what you couldn't. She became World Champion before you, and that eats you alive inside because you were suppose to do it before her. But you followed instead of making your own path. Sad isn't it? It is when you stop to think of it. Its sad that she has all of this dirt on you and you're power less to stop her if she decides to use it against you! You put yourself in that situation, and now well it could have some major blow back as you seek to be the new top dog of the WCF. I can only imagine John Rabid would get there first. If Bonnie were to some how gain the WCF World Title back you'd again be left out in the cold. That stings doesn't it Alex? You can tell me! I don't have any secrets like you do. You keep all your faults buried but you don't want to seek any career advice that may boost you to the top of the WCF with people wondering just how you got there. You won't do it because you're a follower and not a leader. You walk around confused unsure of where to go next but I'm sure of where I'm going to go. What I'll do when I get there but you cannot say the same!
The reason you cannot say the same is because you've just been wondering around like a lost puppy! Face it Alex why should the WCF put you up against the World Champion when you've given them no reason too. You're fine in just the day to day operations. That's a fucking pity too Alex! A real fucking pity! It's not that you're not talented enough to be there either. It's just you won't do what's necessary to get there! What reason does Noble Savage have to put her belt on the line against you? That's the question you should be asking yourself while you're facing me! But you likely won't! You'll just go through the motions like you always do and give me the company line, and that's just not good enough any more! You may be the Ambassador of the Confusion but I'm the man whose her to stop you right in your tracks. Turn you around and send you back in the other direction. That's all that you have forward to look to regarding your future! If you can't take advice from a bitter enemy than who will you take advice from? Everything I mention is important and should never be disregarded because right now Alex I'm the Dead End sign that you will never get past. What are you going to do to change that? You want that WCF World Title? What will do you in order to secure it and once do you indeed have it what will you also do to defend it once you have it? I know we're talking about things that haven't happened yet but you need to consider them because if you don't position yourself to get there, and do more than just talking about it you'll never get there. Somebody else will get there, and somebody else will always be better than you. You know I tried to be what the WCF wanted me to be but you can only be yourself, and right now well you'll see. You'll see how its done because I refuse to be over looked. That's all you are Alex. You're an over looked wrestler who will never get any where! You have all the potential with none of the work ethic to get there. So Alex here is my proposition for you. Be you, whatever that is. Give Noble Savage a reason to put the belt on the line against you, and then don't waste another opportunity or else well, or else its all talk and no follow through! Be a leader, and not a follower! Be original, and one last thing after this match regardless of how it goes stop wasting your time where you're at, and either get where you need to go, or just admit your a failure and linger around where you are!
As James continues riding the train to the Monday Night Slam destination you see him slump down in the seat, and lean his head against the window. Soon he drifts off to sleep as we now fade to black.
Super Bowl Sunday, it seemed like everybody had an opinion on this game after the New Orleans Saints got screwed out of it. Making it the Rams vs The Patriots. Everybody had an opinion on it though except for James Wolf.
There were no fixed fights in the current wave of MMA, and there was also no fixed Football games in the world of the NFL no matter what their “fans” thought! Its like this if you get caught cheating in today's world you'd get your promotional license revoked and then well you'd be out of business faster than you'd see whore at a confessional! So all the butt hurt fans would just have to get use to the fact that life was hard, and some times things didn't necessarily go how you wanted them, and if you wanted to change how things were then you had better get your ass out there and start doing it yourself!
James Wolf scoffed aloud when thinking to himself about the whole “Shitty Bowl” situation. That is what it was calling it any way because he wasn't going to watch it, and he really didn't give a flying fuck who was going to watch it. The simple fact of the matter was he had a match with Alex Richards to focus on. The “Shitty Bowl” would be nothing like the match between these two again. The first match James wasn't truly prepared for what Alex had to offer at least promo wise. But a year later, everything had changed, and for some reason the WCF wanted to pair these two men against each other again creating either more history or more bad blood. Whatever sold tickets, and got asses in the seats was the most important. But what most people didn't understand was that what you saw out in that ring was genuine. That could never be taken away from either man.
2:02 P.M.
As James Wolf walked into his home he saw Simara sitting down at the kitchen table eating some bacon, and eggs, and drinking a tall glass of milk. Stopping for a moment he decided to catch up with her.
Simara, how's your therapy going honey?
Simara looked up at him as she set her milk down atop of the kitchen table.
As of matter of fact Dad, its going very well. I'm making a lot of progress, and with any luck I'll be finished in a few months.
I see, have you given any thought to what you might do after you're finished?
Not yet, but I have some ideas on the horizon I'll let you know just as soon as I figure it out.
James nodded to her as he opened the fridge to prepare himself a late lunch. He had another hour before he had to hit the train station in downtown Memphis. WCF had taken care of his travel arrangements, and James had decided to take the train since it was the fastest route to get where he was going. That meant rental car when it got there and a prearranged hotel room, but at least he didn't have to be around the crowd that was going to be in the “Shitty Bowl” tonight. He'd likely miss the whole event and that was fine with him.
After lunch, he looked toward his daughter.
Simara, would you mind taking me to the train station. I have a match for Monday Night Slam, and I need to arrive a little bit early so I can board the train. I've got my suitcase in your car all ready.
Simara stood, taking her plate to the sink. After cleaning it, and place it back in the dish rack she turned and left the house with her father to take him to the train station that was only about twenty minutes away. When they arrived James got out with his suitcase, and went up to the desk getting his ticket, and sitting in the waiting area waiting for them to call out his gate number.
While he was waiting alone in his thoughts that's when he decided to speak on Alex Richards.
Alex, here we are, and look how much has changed. People are fighting to save the Tag Team Division, you're on the outs with your former Guardian tag team member, and John Rabid is a worth less dingle berry! The surprising thing is the Tag Team division, and the fact that the two men I robbed of the opportunity to make a living found one as the tag champs. Everything else well we all ready knew about John Rabid, and The Guardians being dead I guess you need to find a new avenue. Before we get down to the brass tacks of Monday Night Slam I'd like to extend this offer to you. If you need a tag partner you can trust, and you also need somebody you can trust, and who won't turn on you at the drop of a hat you can count on me. I may be an asshole, and an “uncaring sociopath” as you put it in a previous promo, but you know, and the rest of the WCF know that I will work my fingers to the goddamn bone to ensure those tag team belts go to you, and they do not go any place else!
Now let's get down to the real business of this match, and just what it means for the both of us. It's no secret that will both go in separate directions. You want to become the next WCF World Champion, and I'm bound for Hardcore Glory. We know were our sights are set. In order to get your opportunity you have to have a good showing against me, and well I have to do the same against you. Let's not sugar coat things about the WCF, and how the business is run. I have nothing to hide but I have to take you to task about some of the things you said in the past year, and unlike last year this time well you're not going to like what I have to say, and how its presented. Because I've learned something about you Alex. Something that you likely will not like, and it will risk being on a tag team with you if that is even possible. However I think its crucial to this match. Not only this match but your future matches because when you get to Noble Savage she is going to pull out all of the stops, and I'm doing exactly that for this promo. I'm pulling out all of the stops because you Alex Richards you like to talk about how confusion always reigns. That's a nice little catch phrase but you see that's all it really is. A damn catch phrase, you don't really mean what you're saying! You don't live it every second of your life, and to be honest who the hell could actually balme you? You can't possibly walk around on repeat twenty-four hours a day. It would really get old fast. Your promos tend to do that. Get old fast I mean!
Memphis AmTrak calls his gate number as James rises, and brings his suitcase with him as he boards the train. As his suitcase is put in the over head compartment he sits down in his seat which is quite comfortable. James then speaks once more.
Alex, its no secret you probably don't like me judging by your past comments, and let me tell you this. The feeling is mutual! I'm sure you all ready knew that and I didn't need to tell you that but I just wanted to let you know that you were not wrong. Since that is out of the way I have to tell you something. When you called me an uncaring sociopath I think you were just projecting your own faults onto everybody. There is a difference between being a narcissist, and being protective over ones family. You crossed the fucking line when you suggested that I didn't care about my family, and that I'd some how use them, and then toss them away like a piece of garbage! How dare you suggest I'm anything other than a loving and protective busband and father. I know this is hard for you to believe since you're not there behind the scenes to see an actual family who have each others backs through everything but since you don't know your ass from your elbow how about you just stop making this personal? Because the more you do it the more matches are going to come, and I will not stop putting the hurt on you until you move on to a new subject. After your little allegation about how my sister was abused I was not a happy man. You know my grandparents raised my sister until I was eighteen. I had to make a living in the trenches of this business until I could gain custody of her. I do not like to share private business with everybody because that's nobodies business except mine. Then I have you, and everybody else trying to poke holes in my life as if it didn't happen. Sure there is some trauma there but I'm not trying to go back and relive it. I take what happens in life one day at a time, and you Alex after letting your little secret slip I thought for once you'd just shut the fuck up, and stay out of it. But what do you actually do? You're bringing me to the whole point of why I'm even bring these points up again. That is because you are a follower. Not a leader. Do you really want to know why you're not facing Noble Savage right now? Because you're a follower and until you become a leader you'll never get any where. You can't say one of your reasons for not having a title is because you had a stalker who purposely targeted you because you were better than them. They couldn't admit it to themselves! That's fucking water under the bridge because the WCF fired that motherfucker! The damage had all ready been done however which brings us to where we are now!
James watches as a waitress pushes a cart of food down the aisle but he'll eat later on this trip. He has a while to wait just yet and needs to get a few things out in the open.
You know Alex for somebody whose so weak minded you sure do like to think you know it all! There's nothing more I hate than a brainiac who thinks they have everything figured out! Trust me you don't have me figured out and you'll never have me figured out despite you're many attempts at trying. My sister is dead, and buried. I help to main tain her grave stone. Its an unselfish act! Something I could not give her while she was alive because of course we led separate and very different lives. Now let's get your assumption that she was abused. You recently admitted you were a victim of abuse yourself. How do you think I was suppose to find out this information when it was up to me to work for a living? I chose the Professional Wrestling profession in order to give her a way out whatever she felt she needed to get out of. I'm human with faults just as you are. I can't know every single detail of what is going on. Especially when I was on the road almost all year. Over coming the pitfalls of the business some time life just goes by, and there is nothing you can do about it but the best you can and some times your best is not enough but I did my best. If it wasn't enough according to your standards or the standards of anybody else well that's tough shit! I don't have any apologies to give, and I won't give any apologies or any excuses. Tell me something Alex. Don't shut yourself yourself off or hide from it! Who was your abuser, what type of abuse did you suffer from, and how did you get over it? These are questions you should be able to answer without much thought. Because you have no authority to judge me without first judging yourself for your short comings. I'll bet you won't even do it though and do you know why? Because you're a follower and not a leader! That much has become very apparent to me. And the rest of the WCF if they're not blind! I honestly don't know if there's any more to say or to ask after all of that. I'll be honest on this too. You absolutely disgust me! You know how they say people can be a bad influence on you? Well you don't need to look any further than your former tag team partner of Bonnie Blue. Sure she's out grown you, and you're of no more use to her. No more of you two being a bad influence on each other but she did what you couldn't. She became World Champion before you, and that eats you alive inside because you were suppose to do it before her. But you followed instead of making your own path. Sad isn't it? It is when you stop to think of it. Its sad that she has all of this dirt on you and you're power less to stop her if she decides to use it against you! You put yourself in that situation, and now well it could have some major blow back as you seek to be the new top dog of the WCF. I can only imagine John Rabid would get there first. If Bonnie were to some how gain the WCF World Title back you'd again be left out in the cold. That stings doesn't it Alex? You can tell me! I don't have any secrets like you do. You keep all your faults buried but you don't want to seek any career advice that may boost you to the top of the WCF with people wondering just how you got there. You won't do it because you're a follower and not a leader. You walk around confused unsure of where to go next but I'm sure of where I'm going to go. What I'll do when I get there but you cannot say the same!
The reason you cannot say the same is because you've just been wondering around like a lost puppy! Face it Alex why should the WCF put you up against the World Champion when you've given them no reason too. You're fine in just the day to day operations. That's a fucking pity too Alex! A real fucking pity! It's not that you're not talented enough to be there either. It's just you won't do what's necessary to get there! What reason does Noble Savage have to put her belt on the line against you? That's the question you should be asking yourself while you're facing me! But you likely won't! You'll just go through the motions like you always do and give me the company line, and that's just not good enough any more! You may be the Ambassador of the Confusion but I'm the man whose her to stop you right in your tracks. Turn you around and send you back in the other direction. That's all that you have forward to look to regarding your future! If you can't take advice from a bitter enemy than who will you take advice from? Everything I mention is important and should never be disregarded because right now Alex I'm the Dead End sign that you will never get past. What are you going to do to change that? You want that WCF World Title? What will do you in order to secure it and once do you indeed have it what will you also do to defend it once you have it? I know we're talking about things that haven't happened yet but you need to consider them because if you don't position yourself to get there, and do more than just talking about it you'll never get there. Somebody else will get there, and somebody else will always be better than you. You know I tried to be what the WCF wanted me to be but you can only be yourself, and right now well you'll see. You'll see how its done because I refuse to be over looked. That's all you are Alex. You're an over looked wrestler who will never get any where! You have all the potential with none of the work ethic to get there. So Alex here is my proposition for you. Be you, whatever that is. Give Noble Savage a reason to put the belt on the line against you, and then don't waste another opportunity or else well, or else its all talk and no follow through! Be a leader, and not a follower! Be original, and one last thing after this match regardless of how it goes stop wasting your time where you're at, and either get where you need to go, or just admit your a failure and linger around where you are!
As James continues riding the train to the Monday Night Slam destination you see him slump down in the seat, and lean his head against the window. Soon he drifts off to sleep as we now fade to black.