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Post by TheButcher on Aug 19, 2016 22:03:52 GMT -5
With all of my RL stuff, and recent developments in OOC. I believe it's best I retire... I really don't have time for drama. WCF WAS my escape for friendship, great challenges, strengthen my creative writing, but most of all...constructively use WCF as an outlet to help me keep my my head straight while focusing on RL.
But, due to recent events, it is no longer fun, and more like Lifetime Channel.
I wish you all the best and God bless.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 19, 2016 22:16:34 GMT -5
With all of my RL stuff, and recent developments in OOC. I believe it's best I retire... I really don't have time for drama. WCF WAS my escape for friendship, great challenges, strengthen my creative writing, but most of all...constructively use WCF as an outlet to help me keep my my head straight while focusing on RL. But, due to recent events, it is no longer fun, and more like Lifetime Channel. I wish you all the best and God bless. Listen dude..you want people to beg you to come back it ain't gonna happen. You need to enjoy this because you love the game not because people razz you. I had a hard time with something similar I did. When I stopped caring what people thought and did it for my own enjoymemt, that's when I truly began to love it again. For the love of the game. I'm here because I love to write. I am in this thing with some fantastic writers and it helps me flex my creative muscle and get away from my Norman rockwellian existence and be the pro wrestler I never could be. But Ryan if this isn't bringing you enjoyment anymore I hope you find some thing to ease your pain. I love the energy you brought to this fed. Are you a great writer? No. Do you have an epic character? No. But brother, you can draw heat like nobody else, and I am gonna miss that. Best of luck to you IRL. I guess lilith wins by default. |
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Post by Lilith on Aug 19, 2016 22:19:52 GMT -5
With all of my RL stuff, and recent developments in OOC. I believe it's best I retire... I really don't have time for drama. WCF WAS my escape for friendship, great challenges, strengthen my creative writing, but most of all...constructively use WCF as an outlet to help me keep my my head straight while focusing on RL. But, due to recent events, it is no longer fun, and more like Lifetime Channel. I wish you all the best and God bless. I guess lilith wins by default. Screw winning by default. I want Seth to judge this shit like any other match. And if Seth feels I was out-rp'd then I expect to be handed a loss whether he is active here or not  |
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Aug 19, 2016 22:20:53 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Aug 19, 2016 22:20:53 GMT -5
I guess lilith wins by default. Screw winning by default. I want Seth to judge this shit like any other match. And if Seth feels I was out-rp'd then I expect to be handed a loss whether he is active here or not Well according to the rp board it's baRon 1 you nothing |
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Post by Lilith on Aug 19, 2016 22:21:52 GMT -5
Screw winning by default. I want Seth to judge this shit like any other match. And if Seth feels I was out-rp'd then I expect to be handed a loss whether he is active here or not Well according to the rp board it's baRon 1 you nothing We havent hit deadline yet  |
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Aug 19, 2016 22:22:49 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Aug 19, 2016 22:22:49 GMT -5
Well according to the rp board it's baRon 1 you nothing We havent hit deadline yet Now I wanna write your match. I wanna send baron off in style. |
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Post by Sarah Twilight on Aug 19, 2016 22:22:57 GMT -5
If you're leaving over criticism ... *shrug*
I really feel you're just looking for attention in all the wrong ways. You didn't like the feedback you received, then don't ask for it if you don't want honesty.
But again, if your wife is in the hospital, what the hell are you doing here worrying about who loves your RP or not? Set your priorities straight man.
The only "Lifetime Network" that has happened here is you not liking being told the truth. You've had several people tell you to not worry about it, and you've had a mod tell you. It's not everyone else who is wrong. Sooner you see that, better off you will be.
But if you wanna leave, good luck to you. I'm still not sure what you're looking for or what your motivation is, but hopefully you'll find it eventually.
P.S.: Get the hell off the efed and be there for your wife. No imaginary character should EVER take priority to that.
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Post by Lilith on Aug 19, 2016 22:24:08 GMT -5
We havent hit deadline yet Now I wanna write your match. I wanna send baron off in style. Twilights writing the match and no body writes matches better than Twilight so its all good |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 19, 2016 22:25:15 GMT -5
ThinK I'll write a couple..maybe. depends..
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Post by TheButcher on Aug 19, 2016 22:25:45 GMT -5
I am not asking or begging for people to want me back...are you serious? I don't do idle bullshit like that.... That's bush league. I made the announcement, so the mods/match writers/and Seth knows.... Out of respect, versus just disappearing, and I'm continued to be booked when I'm not here. So, I posted it to be 'professional' so the aforementioned don't try to do a 'Where's Carmen Santiago?' And, whether I should be booked or not. It's called a common courtesy, and I wished all and everyone well.
Including you... Good luck, and truly hope the 'Adrian' angle works great for you.. You have the talent to be a strong challenger and champ. Good luck!
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Post by Deleted on Aug 19, 2016 22:28:11 GMT -5
Fair enough Baron..thank you.
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Post by TheButcher on Aug 19, 2016 22:38:17 GMT -5
I used the efed because I am an insomniac, and out of work right now bc of my spine. Don't worry, I have my RL handled. That aspect has NEVER taken a back seat, and that was always my priority. Efed was my night time, can't sleep, creative outlet. Instead of stressing what I can't control, I use it constructively... By efedding. And, in know my writing was not the best bc I was just really focused on the heat and CD...then, here in 2 week.. THEN, I can actually write thousands of words, be more descriptive, create scenes, etc. But, as @@@ said, I just used the strengths I DID have and can utilize for time being CD & Heat....then, after my custody court date, then I can turn out what I am ABLE to do...which is epic RPing. So, not leaving because of criticism. But, rather ....PMs I received that called me names, and was just being ignorant. Yea...not cool. But, listen...it's not trying to get attention. Really, it's not. But, I have my RL in order, and I'm taking care of that perfectly fine. But, I truly mean this.. Most of you all have been awesome, and great to work with... Take card my good friends...and, the others....well, whatever....lol Later all! |
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Post by AdamYoung on Aug 19, 2016 22:53:57 GMT -5
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Aug 19, 2016 23:10:12 GMT -5
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Post by Psychopomp on Aug 19, 2016 23:10:12 GMT -5
Well for whatever reason you decide to leave i wish you good luck and that people come and go but the WCF will probably still be here if you decide to come back!
Take care man
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Post by John Rabid on Aug 20, 2016 1:40:00 GMT -5
Good luck man, take care.
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Post by Chief Tom-O-Hawk on Aug 20, 2016 1:40:37 GMT -5
Good luck to you Massaker. And if you decide to come back with this character, then I would suggest reading the book 'Chronicles of Malus Darkblade' .. like, the whole series of Malus Darkblade from Black Library. The ideas you would get from that would enhance the Masaker character to no end.
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Post by Teo Blaze on Aug 20, 2016 4:17:38 GMT -5
Aw, but we never got our internet match.
Godspeed sir, wherever you end up I guess.
Though I would never complain about a change of heart, neither will I try to push for one.
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Post by TheButcher on Aug 20, 2016 6:28:55 GMT -5
Well...after speaking with Seth.. I'm going to focus on RP, and less time on the boards. And...after sleeping on it.. I apologize if I came across brash. My RL really stressed me out lately, and has consumed me.
So, I'll continue to be booked, and I'll just focus on RPing better.
My apologies guys.. Just, I admit... My stress level from RL let me cloud my views and judgments. Which was not a good thing for me.. And, I'm sure you all can understand that.
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Post by Doc Henry on Aug 20, 2016 6:37:18 GMT -5
Well...after speaking with Seth.. I'm going to focus on RP, and less time on the boards. And...after sleeping on it.. I apologize if I came across brash. My RL really stressed me out lately, and has consumed me. So, I'll continue to be booked, and I'll just focus on RPing better. My apologies guys.. Just, I admit... My stress level from RL let me cloud my views and judgments. Which was not a good thing for me.. And, I'm sure you all can understand that. Damn, I was gonna tell you to go take a nap... Or eat a snickers...  Yeah, dude I've been there with insomnia, it's the devil's bitch sometimes. Best thing I can advise of you ask for feedback, don't look at it until your stress levels, RL shit are at a low level and you've had plenty of rest... I used to get so down when I'd look at that stuff even just a little on the tired side... Keep plugging man! |
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Post by Lilith on Aug 20, 2016 7:57:21 GMT -5
I hope after sleeping on it you realize that if anyone gives you feedback on your rps they don't do so maliciously because no one here is like that, you know? I know you have real life shit going on right now and are stressed etc but my advice to you for when everything gets back to normal is to not take stuff to heart and don't take stuff personally either cos if you do that it'll just eat you up inside.
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