Post by Lilith on Mar 27, 2016 9:19:17 GMT -5
Deep within the concrete jungle which was Los Angeles, California, Katherine Phoenix stood alone in her bathroom. A once lavish apartment had been turned into a dark, dismal place. Glass scattered throughout her bathroom as Katherine slammed her fists into her mirror trying to fight off the demons which lived within her soul. Why wouldn't they stop? Why wouldn't they just shut up for once?! These voices in her head just grew louder and louder, she couldn't ignore them. They wanted her to do bad things, terrible things… unthinkable things and although Katherine knew that it was wrong to do, or even listen to what they were telling her… but she couldn’t help but pay attention to their every word. Her Teddy Bears used to keep her company and keep this madness away from her, but they were gone, burned up and destroyed into their fuzzy doom. She knew it was bad, she did, she was ill, she was sick… she needed help, but no one would help her. Throughout that time though, as she sat all alone in her apartment, they soon became somewhat of a comfort to her. They were always there for her when no one else was. She thought that it was better to be crazy and have someone… or something, than be sane and have nothing at all.
Voice: That was the quite the adorable little speech you just made about Oblivion, Katherine. I didn't know you had that in you, it was really quite touching.
Katherine slumped over her sink and looked up into the few remaining fragments of mirror, staring at her reflection. It was sometimes an odd sensation looking at herself like this, she knew that it was her, but sometimes it just felt like someone completely different was looking back at her, it scared her a lot.
Voice: I especially loved the part about Bonnie Blue, that was SUPER sweet. You really can’t stand her, can you? I just don’t get it, Kat. Why do you put yourself through this? You know they can’t stand you, right? You know they all think that you’re a joke, you aren’t fooling anybody. Stop trying to be nice, Kat. They don’t deserve it. They don’t even LIKE you. You think Bonnie even thought twice about stealing your friend, Oblivion from you? You think she cared about you at all?! Katherine, listen to me… all you wanted was for them to help you, make you better… become your friends... and what happened?! They pushed you down, threw you out and cast you away! Listen to me, Kat. They… do… not… like… you. Sarah doesnt, Logan doesn't, Oblivion doesn't… not even your wonderful little Andre---
Katherine shot her eyes up and glared at her reflection, anger boiling within her.
Katherine: SHUT UP!!! You do not get to talk about him! YOU DONT!!!
Voice: Hahahaha oh boy, here we go. What are you going to do, Kat? Are you going to throw a tantrum? Slit your wrists? Beat yourself up?! Are you? Is that what you’re going to do? And over him? That weak little shit Andre Holmes. What do you see in him, Katherine?! He’s PATHETIC!!! At least Logan had something about him… but him?! Andre?! He’s just… urghhhhhhh…
Katherine: ...You just don’t know him like I do…
Voice: Oh no, Katherine, that’s where you’re wrong. See I know EXACTLY who and what Andre is, unlike you I do not live in denial. You think he cares about you?! Tell that to the lawyer who has forbidden you from so much as TALKING to him. You really think those are the actions of a guy who cares about you?! Hahahahahaha! You’re even crazier than I thought you were!
Katherine stared down at her sink again, forcing herself not to cry.
Katherine: I’m not crazy.
Although the words came from her lips, not even she believed them.
Voice: Hahahaha oh really? You aren’t crazy?! How many sane people do you know who have full on conversations with themselves! See this is why you should let me take control, Kat. Not only do we have sooooooo much more fun when I’m in charge but I’m also not in denial all the time like you are.
Katherine: I’m not listening to you.
Voice: You really think I’d have gotten you into the mess you’re now in, Katherine? Oblivion, Logan, Sarah Twilight, Bonnie Blue, Andre Holmes… they all betrayed you. They betrayed your trust and made you out to be a shitty person, Kat.
Katherine: I’m not a bad person…
Voice: I know you aren’t, Katherine. But they don’t see that… they don’t WANT to see that. They just want hurt you, sweetie. They want to destroy you and laugh at you whilst you’re down. Logan? Your friend. Your Logi Bear? What did he do, Katherine?
Katherine: I don’t want to talk about this… please stop.
Voice: No come on, Kat… we’re doing this. Logan! What did he do?!
A single tear rolled down Katherines cheek as she again looked up at her reflection.
Katherine: He killed my friends.
Voice: Good. Now, Sarah Twilight… what did she do?
Katherine: She… she turned on me after I stood up for her and protected her. I thought she was my friend and all she did is tell me to fuck off…
Voice: And it was her fault that your teddy bears got destroyed, right?
Katherine nodded her head as a few more tears leaked from her eyes.
Katherine: Yes…
Voice: Good. Now, Bonnie Blue…
Katherine wiped away her tears as anger began to build up within her. She clenched her fists so tightly her knuckles went white as she angrily stared into the mirror.
Katherine: I. HATE. HER!!! I HATE BONNIE BLUE!!!
Voice: Why, Katherine?
Katherine: Because she’s a cruel hearted horrible BITCH!!!
Voice: Because all you wanted from her was her friendship and yet all you got from her was her slamming a knife into your back after weeks of her tormenting you, right?
Katherine: ...yes.
Voice: What about Andre Holmes?
A tiny bit of light lit up Katherines heart as she heard his name, but it was dull, too dull to help her in any way tonight.
Katherine: I…
Voice: Don’t say you love him, Katherine. He doesn’t deserve it. You’ve done nothing but show him kindness and what did he do, Kat?
Katherine: I… I don’t know.
Voice: Katherine! What did he do?!
Katherine: He blocked me on twitter, told me that I was a terrible person and that he wanted to kill me…
Voice: Why?
Katherine: I don’t know…
Voice: Are you?
Katherine: What?
Voice: A terrible person. Are you?
Katherine: No.
Voice: And would you ever do anything to hurt him or his daughters in any way?
Katherine: No! Never!
Voice: So why does he say and do such mean things to such a nice girl, Katherine?
Katherine: ...tough love?
Voice: No, Katherine. He does all those things to you because he is a cruel, horrible, vile person and he does not DESERVE to receive anything from you but you destroying him for everything he has done to you. When you attacked that fan a couple of weeks back? That wasn't your fault… that was his! He constantly belittles you, puts you down and hurts you, Katherine. Why do you stand for that? You’re BETTER than this, Kat! What would Teddy say if he was still around, Katherine?!
Katherine: I wouldn’t listen to him!
Voice: Why?
Katherine: Because Teddy is… was… a bad bad bear and he just wanted me to do naughty things all the time!
Voice: No, Katherine. Teddy was your friend. He only ever wanted the best for you, just like I do. Teddy told you not to go out and help Sarah, didn’t he? He knew what would happen but you didn’t listen to him, did you?
Katherine: No…
Voice: Katherine, you’re going to hate me for this… but I have to say it for your own good. Teddys death, that was your fault.
Katherine looked up into the mirror, extremely angry. Had her reflection not been hiding behind that last remaining piece of glass she would have attacked her right there.
Katherine: DON’T YOU TALK ABOUT TEDDY LIKE THAT!!! IT WAS NOT MY FAULT!!! IT WAS LOGANS!!!
Voice: No, Katherine, it was yours. Had you listened to him you never would have left his side and Logan would never have been able to do what he did.
Katherine was about to lash out and throw anything and everything she could get her hands on across the room, but she decided against it. Instead she chose to listen as despite her anger she couldn’t help but feel like she was right.
Katherine: What do you want me to do?
Katherine watched her reflection as a wicked grin looked back at her, she didn't even feel her own lips move.
Voice: Simple, I want you to stop pretending to be a scared little bitch and just go out there and destroy anyone and everyone who dares to stand in your way. I heard you say that you were scared of Oblivion… SCARED of him?! IT?! Are you serious, Katherine? Are you?! You really expect me to believe that you're scared of that weak little peanut butter bitch?!
Katherine: Well, no, I…
Voice: The guy is a joke, Katherine! A fucking JOKE!!! He thinks he's a monster and that people actually believe that? HA!!! Don't make me laugh! The guy cant even get his OWN gimmick right! Fucking Jared Holmes was even pointing out his failings not so long ago on Twitter! He goes “I… Me… IT!!!” and I'm like BITCH FUCKING PICK ONE!!! You either refer to yourself in the first person or not!
Katherine: Hahaha yeah that was kinda funny.
Voice: Honestly Katherine I'm surprised you’re even putting up with his bullshit. I mean you win yourself the Hardcore Title by beating that weak little asshole ZMAC and then you immediately give that washed up piece of TRASH a title shot?! Get the fuck out of here. Why did you do that Katherine? Why?!
Voice: I… I didn't think I had a choice. He got involved in my match and…
Voice: Oh so you just gave him this match just like that? Get the hell outta here. That jackass will always get himself involved in Hardcore Title matches because for some strange reason he thinks that that is where he belongs. Ummmmmm… nope, clown boy, the only place he belongs is in a fucking circus like the weak little fucking clown that he is! He thinks it's impressive that he's held YOUR title SEVEN times? Is that what he thinks?! You know what I think? I think that all he's managed to do is beat a bunch of no named nothings and then fail to hold onto his precious little belt for any amount of time. He thinks people should be impressed that he's held the title seven times? Nah… NAH!!! I couldn't give a shit how many times he's held that title… you know why? Cos to me… to you… to US, Katherine… all he's done is LOSE the Hardcore Title SEVEN times!!!
Katherine couldn't help but let out a small laugh as she thought about how much of a loser Oblivion was.
Katherine: Yep and he thinks that I don't belong in the hardcore division whilst he's over there trying to seem all scary and stuffs… but all he's doing is making himself seem even more stupid.
Voice: EXACTLY! He thinks that you don't belong in the hardcore division? Go out there and prove him wrong, Kat. Go out there and DESTROY that weak little peanut butter hasbeen BITCH once and for all! He doesn't have shit on you, Katherine. He wants to talk about being a monster and how scary and gruesome he… IT is?! The only monster here is YOU, Katherine and I know deep inside you see that too and agree with me! Oblivion wants to belittle you? Make you seem weak? Make you seem unimportant? “Oh Katherine is just a girl she doesn't know hardcore”... KATHERINE!!! Go out there and take the fight to him! Make him suffer! Show him… PROVE TO HIM that you're strong… that you belong. He isn't a monster, Katherine, he's just a scared little BITCH hiding behind a mask. And you? You're going to make him pay for EVER doubting you and trying to mess with you!
Katherine didn't respond, she just looked up into the smashed mirror with a wicked grin on her face as she started applying makeup to herself in a way she wouldn't usually do.
Voice: OBLIVION ISNT THE MONSTER… YOU ARE!!! Make him pay, make him suffer… DESTROY HIM!!!
Katherine continued to smudge black and red makeup down her face as she grinned wickedly at her reflection. She applied a dark red lipstick to her puckered lips before placing a single kiss onto the last remaining piece of glass in front of her.
Katherine: Tonight at Explosion I am going to make Oblivion look like the weak little nae nae dancing BITCH that he is and I will LOVE every second of it. Oblivion is going to get destroyed by little ol’ me… and that? That is funny!!!
Katherine winked at her reflection one last time before turning around and walking out of the bathroom. The girl who had entered the room was definitely not the same as the girl who was leaving and as she closed the door behind her screams could be heard coming from the living room.
Voice: That was the quite the adorable little speech you just made about Oblivion, Katherine. I didn't know you had that in you, it was really quite touching.
Katherine slumped over her sink and looked up into the few remaining fragments of mirror, staring at her reflection. It was sometimes an odd sensation looking at herself like this, she knew that it was her, but sometimes it just felt like someone completely different was looking back at her, it scared her a lot.
Voice: I especially loved the part about Bonnie Blue, that was SUPER sweet. You really can’t stand her, can you? I just don’t get it, Kat. Why do you put yourself through this? You know they can’t stand you, right? You know they all think that you’re a joke, you aren’t fooling anybody. Stop trying to be nice, Kat. They don’t deserve it. They don’t even LIKE you. You think Bonnie even thought twice about stealing your friend, Oblivion from you? You think she cared about you at all?! Katherine, listen to me… all you wanted was for them to help you, make you better… become your friends... and what happened?! They pushed you down, threw you out and cast you away! Listen to me, Kat. They… do… not… like… you. Sarah doesnt, Logan doesn't, Oblivion doesn't… not even your wonderful little Andre---
Katherine shot her eyes up and glared at her reflection, anger boiling within her.
Katherine: SHUT UP!!! You do not get to talk about him! YOU DONT!!!
Voice: Hahahaha oh boy, here we go. What are you going to do, Kat? Are you going to throw a tantrum? Slit your wrists? Beat yourself up?! Are you? Is that what you’re going to do? And over him? That weak little shit Andre Holmes. What do you see in him, Katherine?! He’s PATHETIC!!! At least Logan had something about him… but him?! Andre?! He’s just… urghhhhhhh…
Katherine: ...You just don’t know him like I do…
Voice: Oh no, Katherine, that’s where you’re wrong. See I know EXACTLY who and what Andre is, unlike you I do not live in denial. You think he cares about you?! Tell that to the lawyer who has forbidden you from so much as TALKING to him. You really think those are the actions of a guy who cares about you?! Hahahahahaha! You’re even crazier than I thought you were!
Katherine stared down at her sink again, forcing herself not to cry.
Katherine: I’m not crazy.
Although the words came from her lips, not even she believed them.
Voice: Hahahaha oh really? You aren’t crazy?! How many sane people do you know who have full on conversations with themselves! See this is why you should let me take control, Kat. Not only do we have sooooooo much more fun when I’m in charge but I’m also not in denial all the time like you are.
Katherine: I’m not listening to you.
Voice: You really think I’d have gotten you into the mess you’re now in, Katherine? Oblivion, Logan, Sarah Twilight, Bonnie Blue, Andre Holmes… they all betrayed you. They betrayed your trust and made you out to be a shitty person, Kat.
Katherine: I’m not a bad person…
Voice: I know you aren’t, Katherine. But they don’t see that… they don’t WANT to see that. They just want hurt you, sweetie. They want to destroy you and laugh at you whilst you’re down. Logan? Your friend. Your Logi Bear? What did he do, Katherine?
Katherine: I don’t want to talk about this… please stop.
Voice: No come on, Kat… we’re doing this. Logan! What did he do?!
A single tear rolled down Katherines cheek as she again looked up at her reflection.
Katherine: He killed my friends.
Voice: Good. Now, Sarah Twilight… what did she do?
Katherine: She… she turned on me after I stood up for her and protected her. I thought she was my friend and all she did is tell me to fuck off…
Voice: And it was her fault that your teddy bears got destroyed, right?
Katherine nodded her head as a few more tears leaked from her eyes.
Katherine: Yes…
Voice: Good. Now, Bonnie Blue…
Katherine wiped away her tears as anger began to build up within her. She clenched her fists so tightly her knuckles went white as she angrily stared into the mirror.
Katherine: I. HATE. HER!!! I HATE BONNIE BLUE!!!
Voice: Why, Katherine?
Katherine: Because she’s a cruel hearted horrible BITCH!!!
Voice: Because all you wanted from her was her friendship and yet all you got from her was her slamming a knife into your back after weeks of her tormenting you, right?
Katherine: ...yes.
Voice: What about Andre Holmes?
A tiny bit of light lit up Katherines heart as she heard his name, but it was dull, too dull to help her in any way tonight.
Katherine: I…
Voice: Don’t say you love him, Katherine. He doesn’t deserve it. You’ve done nothing but show him kindness and what did he do, Kat?
Katherine: I… I don’t know.
Voice: Katherine! What did he do?!
Katherine: He blocked me on twitter, told me that I was a terrible person and that he wanted to kill me…
Voice: Why?
Katherine: I don’t know…
Voice: Are you?
Katherine: What?
Voice: A terrible person. Are you?
Katherine: No.
Voice: And would you ever do anything to hurt him or his daughters in any way?
Katherine: No! Never!
Voice: So why does he say and do such mean things to such a nice girl, Katherine?
Katherine: ...tough love?
Voice: No, Katherine. He does all those things to you because he is a cruel, horrible, vile person and he does not DESERVE to receive anything from you but you destroying him for everything he has done to you. When you attacked that fan a couple of weeks back? That wasn't your fault… that was his! He constantly belittles you, puts you down and hurts you, Katherine. Why do you stand for that? You’re BETTER than this, Kat! What would Teddy say if he was still around, Katherine?!
Katherine: I wouldn’t listen to him!
Voice: Why?
Katherine: Because Teddy is… was… a bad bad bear and he just wanted me to do naughty things all the time!
Voice: No, Katherine. Teddy was your friend. He only ever wanted the best for you, just like I do. Teddy told you not to go out and help Sarah, didn’t he? He knew what would happen but you didn’t listen to him, did you?
Katherine: No…
Voice: Katherine, you’re going to hate me for this… but I have to say it for your own good. Teddys death, that was your fault.
Katherine looked up into the mirror, extremely angry. Had her reflection not been hiding behind that last remaining piece of glass she would have attacked her right there.
Katherine: DON’T YOU TALK ABOUT TEDDY LIKE THAT!!! IT WAS NOT MY FAULT!!! IT WAS LOGANS!!!
Voice: No, Katherine, it was yours. Had you listened to him you never would have left his side and Logan would never have been able to do what he did.
Katherine was about to lash out and throw anything and everything she could get her hands on across the room, but she decided against it. Instead she chose to listen as despite her anger she couldn’t help but feel like she was right.
Katherine: What do you want me to do?
Katherine watched her reflection as a wicked grin looked back at her, she didn't even feel her own lips move.
Voice: Simple, I want you to stop pretending to be a scared little bitch and just go out there and destroy anyone and everyone who dares to stand in your way. I heard you say that you were scared of Oblivion… SCARED of him?! IT?! Are you serious, Katherine? Are you?! You really expect me to believe that you're scared of that weak little peanut butter bitch?!
Katherine: Well, no, I…
Voice: The guy is a joke, Katherine! A fucking JOKE!!! He thinks he's a monster and that people actually believe that? HA!!! Don't make me laugh! The guy cant even get his OWN gimmick right! Fucking Jared Holmes was even pointing out his failings not so long ago on Twitter! He goes “I… Me… IT!!!” and I'm like BITCH FUCKING PICK ONE!!! You either refer to yourself in the first person or not!
Katherine: Hahaha yeah that was kinda funny.
Voice: Honestly Katherine I'm surprised you’re even putting up with his bullshit. I mean you win yourself the Hardcore Title by beating that weak little asshole ZMAC and then you immediately give that washed up piece of TRASH a title shot?! Get the fuck out of here. Why did you do that Katherine? Why?!
Voice: I… I didn't think I had a choice. He got involved in my match and…
Voice: Oh so you just gave him this match just like that? Get the hell outta here. That jackass will always get himself involved in Hardcore Title matches because for some strange reason he thinks that that is where he belongs. Ummmmmm… nope, clown boy, the only place he belongs is in a fucking circus like the weak little fucking clown that he is! He thinks it's impressive that he's held YOUR title SEVEN times? Is that what he thinks?! You know what I think? I think that all he's managed to do is beat a bunch of no named nothings and then fail to hold onto his precious little belt for any amount of time. He thinks people should be impressed that he's held the title seven times? Nah… NAH!!! I couldn't give a shit how many times he's held that title… you know why? Cos to me… to you… to US, Katherine… all he's done is LOSE the Hardcore Title SEVEN times!!!
Katherine couldn't help but let out a small laugh as she thought about how much of a loser Oblivion was.
Katherine: Yep and he thinks that I don't belong in the hardcore division whilst he's over there trying to seem all scary and stuffs… but all he's doing is making himself seem even more stupid.
Voice: EXACTLY! He thinks that you don't belong in the hardcore division? Go out there and prove him wrong, Kat. Go out there and DESTROY that weak little peanut butter hasbeen BITCH once and for all! He doesn't have shit on you, Katherine. He wants to talk about being a monster and how scary and gruesome he… IT is?! The only monster here is YOU, Katherine and I know deep inside you see that too and agree with me! Oblivion wants to belittle you? Make you seem weak? Make you seem unimportant? “Oh Katherine is just a girl she doesn't know hardcore”... KATHERINE!!! Go out there and take the fight to him! Make him suffer! Show him… PROVE TO HIM that you're strong… that you belong. He isn't a monster, Katherine, he's just a scared little BITCH hiding behind a mask. And you? You're going to make him pay for EVER doubting you and trying to mess with you!
Katherine didn't respond, she just looked up into the smashed mirror with a wicked grin on her face as she started applying makeup to herself in a way she wouldn't usually do.
Voice: OBLIVION ISNT THE MONSTER… YOU ARE!!! Make him pay, make him suffer… DESTROY HIM!!!
Katherine continued to smudge black and red makeup down her face as she grinned wickedly at her reflection. She applied a dark red lipstick to her puckered lips before placing a single kiss onto the last remaining piece of glass in front of her.
Katherine: Tonight at Explosion I am going to make Oblivion look like the weak little nae nae dancing BITCH that he is and I will LOVE every second of it. Oblivion is going to get destroyed by little ol’ me… and that? That is funny!!!
Katherine winked at her reflection one last time before turning around and walking out of the bathroom. The girl who had entered the room was definitely not the same as the girl who was leaving and as she closed the door behind her screams could be heard coming from the living room.
