Post by Deleted on Dec 11, 2014 14:20:43 GMT -5
"WCF...
Do you remember me?
The Diamond Starlet?
No Fear No Negativity?
Positivity Power?
The one who held down her darker side no matter what?
I remember...... I remember very well...
You dismissed me, you mocked me. You never respected me. All you did was put me down, break me down, and call for the return of that "darker side" of mine. None of you ever accepted me. None of you ever WANTED me. All you saw me, the Diamond Starlet, was a pushover. I tried....
I did....
But you never wanted me.... you wanted.... the darkness....
And the proof is right there, in your face!
Let me show you....
Let me show you cynics, doubters and haters... how this all happened because of you...
How I... am no longer the person I was...
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"CALIFORNIA ALL-STAR PRODUCTIONS PRESENTS:
THE BEST OF THE DIAMOND STARLET HATE!
THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED! ALL OF YOU!
THE PROOF IS RIGHT IN YOUR FACE
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I can see the darkness inside. I’ve studied the Marina Valdivia that you don’t want anyone to know anymore. You were evil, cruel, and self centered…but you were on top Marina! You were so prolific, but now you’re three way dancing with tweedle-dee and tweedle-dumb, taking an entire month to earn what I did in one week. You’re a shell of your former self and now you’re just an old diamond ring that someone found in an attic, dusted off, and decided to wear. Maybe your brother is right about you. He can see your fear, just like I can Marina. He’s scared for you and what you’ll never allow yourself to become again. The only thing that can bring you back to the top; To your Zenith.
- Colin Marshall
"I tried.... I really tried to hold her back... for your own good, WCF. But Colin? He said what everyone was thinking. He was CALLING for it to come back. Colin, if you ever come across this... are you happy now?
As your father, your loving and caring father, I would never be upset over such things because I know you better than you know yourself. Call it, father's intuition. Call it a parent's love for their child. Call it common sense. I would not be upset over such things because I know, truer than true that you, my sweetest Marina Ballerina, you are not physically or mentally capable of giving your best. Your best is like an Orlando Bloom and Brad Pit fantasy...”
“Just the passing whimsy of a little girl. Just the flighty nature of my little Marina Ballerina. But that, that is what I love about you most of all. You try, sweetheart. You try and try and you cry and cry.“
- Buddy Roman
"My abilities were denied right then and there. And yet.... Roman was right...... all I ever did WAS try and try... and cry and cry....
Hank: What are your thoughts on Marina Valdivia's "No Fear, No Negativity" campaign which she recently spear-headed in response to criticisms of her character and performance?
D-LO: My response? This isn't Glee. This isn't High School Musical. We all have fears, Hank. I spoke about mine earlier. We all face negativity in life, especially those of us who work in our chosen business and industry. You cannot walk through the door of a WCF show or set your eyes upon the WCF Twitter feed without observing some half-cocked reject spouting nonsense that they pulled from the depths of their anus. Do you ignore it? Pretend that it doesn't exist? View the world through pretty, little rose-colored lenses? Perhaps that's Marina's response to it. Me, on the other hand? I welcome it. I welcome the ignorance, the insecurity, the misguided hate and the grade school rants. It just... it tickles me pink, Mr. Brown.
- Diablo Calzone
"Should I have done the same? Should I have welcomed that ignorance? That insecurity? That misguided hate? Maybe if I did.... WCF... you would have accepted me....
Do you see, Marina Ballerina? Do you see what your father has just done? You talk about finding the monster deep down inside of you. You talk about reuniting with this Darkness, this Evil and trust me when I tell you, Sunday Night- you will. Funny thing about monsters though-“ Says The Shape as it scratches his head and looks at the dead skin under its nails.
“Funny thing about it is that You, the masses- nobody can go looking for a monster. Nobody goes looking for The Darkness, The Monster, The Evil comes looking for us all. You- the masses – nobody finds The Monster, The Evil, The Blue Eyed Devil- which ever you'd like to call it. They find you. You – the masses– nobody can reunite with The Darkness but Evil Incarnate and The Blue Eyed Devil can come look for you. They can find you. They will find you.“
The Shape repeats with a mouthing whisper “find you.”
-Buddy Roman
"Obviously... Roman wanted it.... he wanted the evil to find me. Why would anyone want that evil to find me? I know why.... because nobody wanted me as I am.... NOBODY!"
1. Marina's personal life have had its ups and downs.
2. Marina has her strong supporters. Marina also has her critical critics.
3. Marina cries over failure, despite being confident and tries real hard.
4. When Marina decided, after years and years of wanting to be an actress she stops her most important dream. Years and years and years of chasing her acting dream, she decides to stop. For what? To pursuit wrestling?
5. When something she considers as a tragedy situation happens, Marina falls apart, even if it's for a brief period.
9. Marina Valdivia has very low self esteem. Doubts everything she does.
10. Continue planting doubts inside her head, she will crumble like a brittle underdone cookie.
11. When Marina has doubts, her depression escalates. She crawls inside her own mind, where she feels comfortable.
12. Marina has had some success in her new life choice. But, if something happens, as if in an obstacle, will she once again change her mind in what she wants to do when she grows up?
13. If something doesn't go her way, will she emotionally crumble and run away?
- Oblivion
"The perfect example of someone mocking me and doubting me. The perfect example of someone rejecting me. I need to say no more about this..."
Oblivion: Marina Vladivia!! The crowned princess of self doubt!! Go ahead and keep doubting yourself. It's written all over your face. IT could waste IT's time breaking down the REAL reason why you should be worried. But, you're smart enough to know the damn truth!! look at our size differences. But, that never made any difference against those others. But, this time The Monster knows how to expose your faults and doubts. did you have enough time to prepare for this match, Marina? Did you enjoy my constant reminders of our match? Constant telling you TICK-TOCK... TICK-TOCK!! It was very obvious you haven't trained, not even breaking a single drop of sweat. well, despite the thought of stepping inside the ring with Oblivion. Your frustration is very obvious!! You're a spectacle when in come to your frustrations. You instantly want to pull yourself into your comfort spot, where no one can harm, especially things that you don;t completely understand. You always thought once you grew up, that the things that went bump in the night will disappear.... YOU WERE WRONG! DEAD WRONG!! MONSTERS ARE NOT IMAGINARY!! THEY ARE REAL!!
On June 1st at the Odyssey Arena in Belfast, Ireland your fears will come crashing down on to you!! All of your frustrations and complications of you not dealing with your fears will be your downfall!! So, go ahead and stay curled up in a dark corner. Let the self-doubts and fears control you. Because at The Odyssey Arena, all of your fears will come true. But, if you ask nicely, The Monster will end it quickly. The quicker IT ends your misery, the quicker you can go back into your sanctuary of your dark and safe corner. Marina you feel compelled to have self doubt, you do it constantly. So, if it's not broken do not fix it. If you feel the safest when you are alone doubting your future, wondering if you made the right career choice. After you go down in defeat to The Monster, you can always go back into acting. That's because, as of right all everyone has seen from you is nothing.... BUT AN ACT!!
- Oblivion
"Maybe he was right..... maybe it was all an act..... maybe the Diamond Starlet never belonged in WCF...."
ICE: Sorry Marina, I know you don’t like to be thought of as a shallow gal, but then maybe that should change your concern and about your fu-(beep)-ing appearance. Yet, there you go, looking all made up like a Barbie doll who has a little girl owner that is way too over protective. Face it Marina you are still everything you claim not to be, the true you, the true fu-(beep)-ing you will always be there, digging like a nail to find the surface and to remind you of that harsh fu-(beep)-ing reality...
- Natural ICE Beckman
"Even after I had rid myself of that darker side.... I was still being doubted. I was still being provoked and pushed toward unlocking something I never wanted to unleash again."
You know I have a feeling I would have actually liked the old Marina, the one you work so hard on keeping down. The one who cared about herself, the one who was willing to say fuck what others think and do what was best for her. That Marina is a Marina I could respect. She was her own woman, not just some clown dancing for cheap applause. So if you take something away from our match, besides internal bleeding and massive head trauma of course, take away this...the old you seemed like a no none sense bitch, a chick who could really have succeeded in the WCF. I think until you let that demon win out you will always just be smiling and waving as others pass you by with more successful careers.
- Natural ICE Beckman
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"ICE speaking what the entire locker room was speaking. But... he was right.... they were all right.... I never had a chance to succeed. They all wanted the Diamond Starlet to go away. They all wanted that darker side to come out of me. I..."
"Silence.....
"But I'm not done...."
"No.... my pathetic 'Diamond Starlet'. You ARE done! Keep your fucking mouth shut you dramatic, overblown, weak little crybaby..... and let ME do the talking......"
Silence......
"This is what you wanted, WCF. You wanted that darker side? You wanted the 'take no shit, take no nonsense' bitch? You wanted that demon? Well.... congratulations... that's EXACTLY what you have now! That's EXACTLY what you have seen as I have spoke out against the nonsense that goes on in this company. The "Diamond Starlet" TRIED to be a nice person. She TRIED to succeed in spite of all the doubt, all the hate. And yet, because she was so weak, so frail, and because she couldn't find it within herself to conquer that doubt and the hate.... the 'Diamond Starlet' not only turned the name 'Marina Valdivia' into a joke... but faded away from WCF FOR GOOD!
So no more "nice girl"
No more "Positivity Power"
No more holding back. No more pandering to the WCF Galaxy. No more "no fear, no negativity crap". No more borderline anorexic, sex appealing, underweight, fragile little blonde Barbie crybaby known as the Diamond Starlet...
WCF, you're getting EXACTLY what you wanted out of Marina Valdivia. YOU did this! You PUSHED the person to do this! Any blood I draw is on YOUR hands.
This is who I REALLY am... no holding back... no crumbling at the sight or the sound of hate, doubt, or anything like that.
Be careful for what you wish for.... because you just got it....
And now... you're going to REGRET IT!
#ProtestSlam2014 bitches....
Do you remember me?
The Diamond Starlet?
No Fear No Negativity?
Positivity Power?
The one who held down her darker side no matter what?
I remember...... I remember very well...
You dismissed me, you mocked me. You never respected me. All you did was put me down, break me down, and call for the return of that "darker side" of mine. None of you ever accepted me. None of you ever WANTED me. All you saw me, the Diamond Starlet, was a pushover. I tried....
I did....
But you never wanted me.... you wanted.... the darkness....
And the proof is right there, in your face!
Let me show you....
Let me show you cynics, doubters and haters... how this all happened because of you...
How I... am no longer the person I was...
________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
"CALIFORNIA ALL-STAR PRODUCTIONS PRESENTS:
THE BEST OF THE DIAMOND STARLET HATE!
THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED! ALL OF YOU!
THE PROOF IS RIGHT IN YOUR FACE
_________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
I can see the darkness inside. I’ve studied the Marina Valdivia that you don’t want anyone to know anymore. You were evil, cruel, and self centered…but you were on top Marina! You were so prolific, but now you’re three way dancing with tweedle-dee and tweedle-dumb, taking an entire month to earn what I did in one week. You’re a shell of your former self and now you’re just an old diamond ring that someone found in an attic, dusted off, and decided to wear. Maybe your brother is right about you. He can see your fear, just like I can Marina. He’s scared for you and what you’ll never allow yourself to become again. The only thing that can bring you back to the top; To your Zenith.
- Colin Marshall
"I tried.... I really tried to hold her back... for your own good, WCF. But Colin? He said what everyone was thinking. He was CALLING for it to come back. Colin, if you ever come across this... are you happy now?
As your father, your loving and caring father, I would never be upset over such things because I know you better than you know yourself. Call it, father's intuition. Call it a parent's love for their child. Call it common sense. I would not be upset over such things because I know, truer than true that you, my sweetest Marina Ballerina, you are not physically or mentally capable of giving your best. Your best is like an Orlando Bloom and Brad Pit fantasy...”
“Just the passing whimsy of a little girl. Just the flighty nature of my little Marina Ballerina. But that, that is what I love about you most of all. You try, sweetheart. You try and try and you cry and cry.“
- Buddy Roman
"My abilities were denied right then and there. And yet.... Roman was right...... all I ever did WAS try and try... and cry and cry....
Hank: What are your thoughts on Marina Valdivia's "No Fear, No Negativity" campaign which she recently spear-headed in response to criticisms of her character and performance?
D-LO: My response? This isn't Glee. This isn't High School Musical. We all have fears, Hank. I spoke about mine earlier. We all face negativity in life, especially those of us who work in our chosen business and industry. You cannot walk through the door of a WCF show or set your eyes upon the WCF Twitter feed without observing some half-cocked reject spouting nonsense that they pulled from the depths of their anus. Do you ignore it? Pretend that it doesn't exist? View the world through pretty, little rose-colored lenses? Perhaps that's Marina's response to it. Me, on the other hand? I welcome it. I welcome the ignorance, the insecurity, the misguided hate and the grade school rants. It just... it tickles me pink, Mr. Brown.
- Diablo Calzone
"Should I have done the same? Should I have welcomed that ignorance? That insecurity? That misguided hate? Maybe if I did.... WCF... you would have accepted me....
Do you see, Marina Ballerina? Do you see what your father has just done? You talk about finding the monster deep down inside of you. You talk about reuniting with this Darkness, this Evil and trust me when I tell you, Sunday Night- you will. Funny thing about monsters though-“ Says The Shape as it scratches his head and looks at the dead skin under its nails.
“Funny thing about it is that You, the masses- nobody can go looking for a monster. Nobody goes looking for The Darkness, The Monster, The Evil comes looking for us all. You- the masses – nobody finds The Monster, The Evil, The Blue Eyed Devil- which ever you'd like to call it. They find you. You – the masses– nobody can reunite with The Darkness but Evil Incarnate and The Blue Eyed Devil can come look for you. They can find you. They will find you.“
The Shape repeats with a mouthing whisper “find you.”
-Buddy Roman
"Obviously... Roman wanted it.... he wanted the evil to find me. Why would anyone want that evil to find me? I know why.... because nobody wanted me as I am.... NOBODY!"
1. Marina's personal life have had its ups and downs.
2. Marina has her strong supporters. Marina also has her critical critics.
3. Marina cries over failure, despite being confident and tries real hard.
4. When Marina decided, after years and years of wanting to be an actress she stops her most important dream. Years and years and years of chasing her acting dream, she decides to stop. For what? To pursuit wrestling?
5. When something she considers as a tragedy situation happens, Marina falls apart, even if it's for a brief period.
9. Marina Valdivia has very low self esteem. Doubts everything she does.
10. Continue planting doubts inside her head, she will crumble like a brittle underdone cookie.
11. When Marina has doubts, her depression escalates. She crawls inside her own mind, where she feels comfortable.
12. Marina has had some success in her new life choice. But, if something happens, as if in an obstacle, will she once again change her mind in what she wants to do when she grows up?
13. If something doesn't go her way, will she emotionally crumble and run away?
- Oblivion
"The perfect example of someone mocking me and doubting me. The perfect example of someone rejecting me. I need to say no more about this..."
Oblivion: Marina Vladivia!! The crowned princess of self doubt!! Go ahead and keep doubting yourself. It's written all over your face. IT could waste IT's time breaking down the REAL reason why you should be worried. But, you're smart enough to know the damn truth!! look at our size differences. But, that never made any difference against those others. But, this time The Monster knows how to expose your faults and doubts. did you have enough time to prepare for this match, Marina? Did you enjoy my constant reminders of our match? Constant telling you TICK-TOCK... TICK-TOCK!! It was very obvious you haven't trained, not even breaking a single drop of sweat. well, despite the thought of stepping inside the ring with Oblivion. Your frustration is very obvious!! You're a spectacle when in come to your frustrations. You instantly want to pull yourself into your comfort spot, where no one can harm, especially things that you don;t completely understand. You always thought once you grew up, that the things that went bump in the night will disappear.... YOU WERE WRONG! DEAD WRONG!! MONSTERS ARE NOT IMAGINARY!! THEY ARE REAL!!
On June 1st at the Odyssey Arena in Belfast, Ireland your fears will come crashing down on to you!! All of your frustrations and complications of you not dealing with your fears will be your downfall!! So, go ahead and stay curled up in a dark corner. Let the self-doubts and fears control you. Because at The Odyssey Arena, all of your fears will come true. But, if you ask nicely, The Monster will end it quickly. The quicker IT ends your misery, the quicker you can go back into your sanctuary of your dark and safe corner. Marina you feel compelled to have self doubt, you do it constantly. So, if it's not broken do not fix it. If you feel the safest when you are alone doubting your future, wondering if you made the right career choice. After you go down in defeat to The Monster, you can always go back into acting. That's because, as of right all everyone has seen from you is nothing.... BUT AN ACT!!
- Oblivion
"Maybe he was right..... maybe it was all an act..... maybe the Diamond Starlet never belonged in WCF...."
ICE: Sorry Marina, I know you don’t like to be thought of as a shallow gal, but then maybe that should change your concern and about your fu-(beep)-ing appearance. Yet, there you go, looking all made up like a Barbie doll who has a little girl owner that is way too over protective. Face it Marina you are still everything you claim not to be, the true you, the true fu-(beep)-ing you will always be there, digging like a nail to find the surface and to remind you of that harsh fu-(beep)-ing reality...
- Natural ICE Beckman
"Even after I had rid myself of that darker side.... I was still being doubted. I was still being provoked and pushed toward unlocking something I never wanted to unleash again."
You know I have a feeling I would have actually liked the old Marina, the one you work so hard on keeping down. The one who cared about herself, the one who was willing to say fuck what others think and do what was best for her. That Marina is a Marina I could respect. She was her own woman, not just some clown dancing for cheap applause. So if you take something away from our match, besides internal bleeding and massive head trauma of course, take away this...the old you seemed like a no none sense bitch, a chick who could really have succeeded in the WCF. I think until you let that demon win out you will always just be smiling and waving as others pass you by with more successful careers.
- Natural ICE Beckman
________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
"ICE speaking what the entire locker room was speaking. But... he was right.... they were all right.... I never had a chance to succeed. They all wanted the Diamond Starlet to go away. They all wanted that darker side to come out of me. I..."
"Silence.....
"But I'm not done...."
"No.... my pathetic 'Diamond Starlet'. You ARE done! Keep your fucking mouth shut you dramatic, overblown, weak little crybaby..... and let ME do the talking......"
Silence......
"This is what you wanted, WCF. You wanted that darker side? You wanted the 'take no shit, take no nonsense' bitch? You wanted that demon? Well.... congratulations... that's EXACTLY what you have now! That's EXACTLY what you have seen as I have spoke out against the nonsense that goes on in this company. The "Diamond Starlet" TRIED to be a nice person. She TRIED to succeed in spite of all the doubt, all the hate. And yet, because she was so weak, so frail, and because she couldn't find it within herself to conquer that doubt and the hate.... the 'Diamond Starlet' not only turned the name 'Marina Valdivia' into a joke... but faded away from WCF FOR GOOD!
So no more "nice girl"
No more "Positivity Power"
No more holding back. No more pandering to the WCF Galaxy. No more "no fear, no negativity crap". No more borderline anorexic, sex appealing, underweight, fragile little blonde Barbie crybaby known as the Diamond Starlet...
WCF, you're getting EXACTLY what you wanted out of Marina Valdivia. YOU did this! You PUSHED the person to do this! Any blood I draw is on YOUR hands.
This is who I REALLY am... no holding back... no crumbling at the sight or the sound of hate, doubt, or anything like that.
Be careful for what you wish for.... because you just got it....
And now... you're going to REGRET IT!
#ProtestSlam2014 bitches....