Post by Seifer Black on Mar 8, 2014 11:07:49 GMT -5
The hottest place in Hell is reserved for those who remain neutral in times of great moral conflict.
Martin Luther King, Jr.
Off camera
Pacing back and forth with Shelley gently sleeping in her room having a nap and Chels at the gym I am still going over recent events in my head, all of it that I witnessed and walked away from in a sense… Back and forth I pace in my Black leather trousers and Cradle of Filth Thornology shirt and I still cannot explain to myself why… Why would this happen. Suddenly the voice starts to call and it’s not one I welcome.
Adrian: It’s because she realises what true power is.
Seifer: True power, you would say that… You have no soul.
Adrian: That’s harsh considering I take up half of your own.
Seifer: You took half of my own on that day, don’t make this about your own agenda again.
Adrian: Why don’t you get that my agenda is really yours, but you do not want to admit it.
Seifer: Because it’s not true, you are just trying to get in control again.
Adrian: Don’t you miss those days Seifer, my brother don’t you miss not having to decide what’s right or wrong and just let go.
Seifer: Because when that happens people gets hurt.
I walk to the bathroom and splash my face with water. Looking up I look into my eyes and one has turned completely black.
Adrian: Come on Seifer, you know what you are inside and that is something you can’t avoid forever.
Seifer: Shut up Adrian you don’t know what you speak of.
Adrian: Oh but I do, why do you think Chelsea has gone back to the other side?
Seifer: I don’t know, I wish I did but I can’t understand it.
Adrian: Stop lying to yourself Seifer, you know perfectly why.
Seifer: I am not lying to myself Adrian, stop thinking you know better than me.
I turn around and start to walk back into the bedroom.
Adrian: Don’t you remember Seifer? Don’t you miss it?
Seifer: I can’t afford to miss it; I can’t cause the people I care about that sort of pain again.
Adrian: You can’t keep doing this Seifer.
Seifer: Doing what?
Adrian: Putting yourself ahead of others, you need to do what you need.
Seifer: Really? How do I not believe you considering our past.
Adrian: Our past makes us what we are, you can’t ignore that.
Seifer: I know, but the mistakes of my past has made me learn and has helped me realise who I really am.
Adrian: You are not who you really are Seifer.
Seifer: Oh really now.
Adrian: Avoid it all you want but you must realise that you are not yourself.
Seifer: Oh really if I am not myself then what am I?
Adrian: You are a shell of your former self, morphed into something that people will accept.
Seifer: Again you talk shit but nothing of value.
Walking across to the bed I grab my Kindle fire and switch on the Netflix app and start to watch Grimm.
Adrian: You can’t ignore me Seifer, you are like the people on this show, the monster is underneath but you are covering it with your human presence.
Seifer: You are the monster Adrian, a monster in a cage and I have the only key and I have no intention of letting you out again.
Adrian: She let her monster out of her cage, why won’t you Seifer?
Seifer: Because I want to do this without your influence.
Adrian: Yes Seifer but where has that gotten you in the past?
Seifer: I am in the trilogy cup aren’t I.
Adrian: Yes but again you know how well that went in the first round.
Seifer: I was against a tough opponent.
Adrian: All men should be underneath you Seifer don’t you see, you have wings unlike the other creatures… Spread those wings and use them.
Seifer: It is not wings that you want me to use.
Adrian: Then what is it I want you to use Seifer.
My throat goes dry at these words, I can’t think of anything to say.
Adrian: The blade Seifer, these mortals only understand violence and blood and you can give that to them.
Seifer: I don’t want to, I can get by without those tactics.
Adrian: Really, I beg to differ.
Seifer: I won my last match didn’t I.
Adrian: Barely, a roll up pin out of nowhere I mean come on Seifer where is your destructive side?
Seifer: I am still as destructive as ever, wait and see.
Adrian: Now who is lying?
Before I can answer the question I hear the door open as Chels walks in, I carry on watching Grimm until she walks through the door.
Chelsea: Hey baby.
Closing the door behind her she lays her keys down on the table before letting her bag drop to the floor and kicking off her shoes, walking over to the bed she sits on the edge letting out a small sigh smiling.
Chelsea: How are you feeling?
Seifer: I’m all right, feeling better than I was, how are you?
Chelsea: A little tired but I needed that, been quite awhile since I actually hit the gym. What did you get up to while I was gone, did you just lay here and watch tv all afternoon?
Seifer: No, I spent time playing with Shelly for a while before I got her tired enough to take her nap, which was about half an hour ago.
Chelsea: You're so good getting her to sleep, i actually miss her, i know i just saw her this morning but it almost feels like i haven't been seeing her that much lately, crazy i know.
Laughing she runs her fingers through her damp hair showing the signs that she showered at the gym before laying back but keeping her feet on the ground as she looks up at the ceiling then over at me.
Chelsea: How are you feeling about this week?
Seifer: Honestly I can’t wait, it’s been so long since i have had a chance for a chance at a title.
Chelsea: Oh I know babe, you're facing James, Logan...and who else?
Seifer: And Zack Wild.
Chelsea: Zach that's right...how could I forget him? That's a pretty tough trio honestly, but i know you can take them if you put your mind to it...although with Oblivion being the guest ref that just makes it all the more interesting...hopefully he'll hold no hard feelings since you're wife kicked his ass last week.
She laughs smiling and I laugh also thinking about the match.
Seifer: I know, to be honest the only reason he would get in my way is if he feels I am the biggest threat out there, so I should keep an eye on him.
Chelsea: I agree with you sweetheart, this is one match you're going to have to keep your guard up at all times.
Seifer: True but they do also, from what I have heard it’s going to be a hardcore rules match.
I can’t help but smile at this thought.
Chelsea: Oh wow...seriously? I mean, they do know you're in this match right...that's just like giving you a one up. But if that's the case this should be one amazing match.
Seifer: Exactly, these people do not know the lengths I have gone too in the past to win those sort of matches and worse, I think i may have to bring some of my old toys along with me for this one.
Chelsea: Oh really? Sounds like you already have plans in the work for this one. I can definitely see you have a fire in your eyes that you haven't had that strong in awhile...i look forward to seeing how you do in this one.
Seifer: So do I, these are my matches... I am so damn excited for this one I can’t wait.
Chelsea: I can tell sweetheart, i can see it now...Seifer Black-Armstrong WCF Hardcore Champion...oh that has a good ring to it doesn’t it.
Seifer: Oh yes it does.
I stand up and walk over to her putting my arms around her and giving her a kiss.
Seifer: And so does Chelsea Black Armstrong new WCF TV Champion.
Smiling she looks up at me letting her arms rest around my neck.
Chelsea: That goes sound good...and i do miss having gold around my waist...it's been far too long since we had a championship in this house, it's time to bring them home.
Seifer: I can’t agree with you more, and I don’t think you have anything to worry about when it comes to your match.
Chelsea: I don't know, Jayden and Denise are both pretty good wrestlers..
Seifer: I may be bias but I don’t think they have anything on you.
Laughing she smiles looking into my eyes.
Chelsea: Only may be? I think you're definitely bias but that's why I love you, you always believe so much in me and i will always do the same for you.
I give her a passionate kiss for a moment but before we can do anything else the silence is broken by a little voice in the other room.
Seifer: She must have heard you.
Nodding she laughs resting her forehead against my shoulder.
Chelsea: I swear she knows.
Kissing my neck she smiles taking her arms from around me.
Chelsea: I'll go get the little one.
Smiling she walks from me heading into the other room to grab Shelley.
I smile as I can’t help but think she must have an internal alarm which warns her about these sort of situations. After a moment Chels walks back into the room with Shelley in her arms.
Seifer: Nice to see you’re awake little one, did you sleep well?
I walk over and give her a kiss on the forehead as she nods her head.
Smiling Chelsea runs her hand over Shelley's head brushing the hair from her face as she lets out a little yawn. Grabbing a sippy cup from the fridge she walks over and sits down before handing it to Shelley whose little hands wrap around it and with help from her mommy starts taking a drink.
Chelsea: She's growing too fast on us Seifer, next thing we know she'll be walking around and having full blown conversations with us.
Seifer: Yeah, and the next day she will be shouting at us about how we doesnt understand her. I cherish these days.
Chelsea: You and I both babe, we can only dream that these would last forever i suppose.
Laughing she kisses Shelleys forehead.
Chelsea: But i wouldn't trade her for the world
Seifer: And everything in it, oh baby have you got the time? The clock ran out of batteries.
Chelsea: Umm I think my phone's still in my bag, you can check that.
I walk over to her bag and take her phone out seeing its 6:35.
Seifer: Oh hey I need to go.
Looking up from Shelley she gazes over at me.
Chelsea: Already?
Seifer: I am so sorry, there’s a house show on tonight and I want to make an appearance.
Chelsea: Oh ok, well have fun. I'll be watching.
Smiling she standing up walking over and placing a soft kiss on my lips before looking into my eyes.
Chelsea: You have something planned don’t you.
Seifer: What makes you say that?
Chelsea: I know that look, you're going to do something tonight...
Seifer: Let’s just say I will make an impact.
Chelsea: Is this an impact that will be ok for Shelley to watch with me?
Laughing slightly she smiles.
Seifer: Unfortunately no, it may get bloody out there.
Her smile actually brightens as she nods.
Chelsea: I'll be sure to keep her away from it, but i for one can't wait to see what's going on in that mind of yours.
Leaning in she gives me another kiss before running her fingers through my hair.
Seifer: I will see you both when I get back, I shouldn’t be too long, I’ll do what I am there for and I’ll get going before the show ends.
Chelsea: Take as much time as you need baby, I’ll be here when you get back.
I say my goodbyes to Chels and Shelley before getting my boots and coat on and walking out the door, the plans clear in my head of what I am going to do.
Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired, signifies in the final sense a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed.
Dwight D. Eisenhower
I walk into the arena at the house show and walk through to my locker room for the upcoming slam this week to grab my gear and put on my face paint, this only takes me a moment before I walk out and head towards the stage entrance… I find out there is a match going on between two locals called Chris Legend and Steven Chandler which unfortunately for those two their match is going to be cut short. Walking through I grab a big box filled with something I'm planning on using tonight before I see the technician there observing the match on a monitor next to his computer, I walk over to him and place the box next to me.
Seifer: Hey Trevor hit my music.
Trevor: Hey Seifer you could wait till the match is over.
Seifer: Hit my music.
Trevor: Have you got clearance to be here?
Seifer: Sure I do, now start my music.
A bit hesitant he goes on his computer and brings up my music.
Trevor: Ready when you are.
Seifer: No time better than the present.
I pick up the box placing it back on my shoulder as my music hits and the fans in the arena start to go ballistic. Smiling I walk out onto the stage as the people chant my name… After a moment I walk down the ramp and get to the ring seeing the concerned look on the wrestlers in the ring, laughing I put the box on the apron and leap up onto the apron myself. With a look I can tell what they are planning so before they can do anything I leap up to the top rope and springboard off hitting them both with a knee kick as the bell rings to stop the match and the fans go even more ballistic as I kip up.
Seifer: OH YEAH HERE WE GO!
Back on my feet I walk around the ring listening to the fans for a moment before I catch Legend running at me with a koppu kick connecting with the top of his head knocking him on his ass before getting back up and running at Chandler in the corner catching him with a running dropkick before grabbing a hold of him and throwing him into the turnpost.
Seifer: DO YOU WANT TO SEE WHATS IN THE BOX?!
A huge yes chant starts up around the arena as I go over and pick up the box and lifting the lid to reveal that its full of light tubes, before I can take any out I notice Legend starting to get back up so I put the box against the ropes and catch him with a running dropkick to the side of the head. Going back to the box I take out as many as I can carry and stick them underneath Legends shirt and drag him towards the same turnpost before getting more of the light tubes and sticking then inside Chandlers shirt as he is resting chest first on the turnbuckle as I roll out of the ring and walk towards the ring steps on the other side of the ring.
Seifer: JUDGMENTS ARROW!
I suddenly turn around and run full speed jumping up and connecting with a running dropkick to the light tubes that are next to Chandlers head smashing them into the side of his face as a HOLY SHIT chant starts to sound around the arena. Standing back up on the apron I hold my arms in the sign of the cross before jumping onto the top turnbuckle.
Seifer: ANGELS LANDING!
As I say this I leap off the top rope hitting the diving double foot stomp onto Legend crushing the light tubes underneath his shirt as another HOLY SHIT chant sounds around the arena again, laughing I stand up and run up onto the second turnbuckle looking out at the fans for a moment before leaping back into the ring and shouting for a microphone from the ring announcer as the SEIFER chants cascade down from the fans as I raise the microphone to my lips.
Seifer: You know I had to come out here, any more of those two in this ring and I think all of you would have fallen asleep am I right?
A loud yes chant pretty much answers my question.
Seifer: I thought so, so you see guys Legend and Chandler you should realise that as you get stretchered out here this was not personal but I needed to use you guys as an example, an example of what you ask well it’s an example for three specific people that I am going to be facing this week at slam.
I pace a moment as I watch the bloody messes that are Chandler and Legend getting taken out of the arena.
Seifer: Now first and foremost the man who never makes any sense Logan, you know what you wolverine wannabe there is a point where the senseless bullshit you spout becomes nothing but that… Senseless bullshit, I mean look at yourself Logan you are a fully grown man hanging around animatronics that would make Disneyland in Paris blush from embarrassment and you expect me to be able to take any word that drips out of the anus you call your mouth seriously.
I laugh a little as I pace around the ring a little more.
Seifer: Now I talk about your biggest mistake and don’t worry it’s a mistake that many other people before you has made and I would be surprised if there wasn’t many more that will make the same mistake, you are underestimating me… And that works out fine because you know what this hardcore environment is nothing new to me, in fact its beneath me because where you and others claim to be hardcore I am above that… I am ultra-violent Logan and I don’t think that you have what it takes to give me a decent challenge come slam because of the simple fact that you are overlooking and underestimating me, but do not worry the same as what happened to these jobbers in this ring tonight will happen to you also at slam, your bloody carcass will be dragged out of there on a stretcher with you looking up at the lights wondering what the fuck hit you.
A SEIFER chant sounds out around the arena which makes me smile as I look at the fans in attendance.
Seifer: Now to another man Zack Wild… Cool name by the way, but I have to say outside of that I really do not know too much about you, but I know we probably have more in common than we think… We both like to have a good time and we both thrive in the chaotic environments and we are both hardcore metal heads so I have a level of respect for you, but know this Zack… Even with my respect for you do not expect anything but one hundred percent from me in this match because I have a craving for the gold that comes along with the scars we earn week by week and month by month and unfortunately for you… You are one of the people that stand in the way of me getting what I want and I will fight you with everything I have and I will be disappointed if you do not reply in kind this week at slam.
I brush my hair back off my face and take a deep breath.
Seifer: Zack rest assured anything I do to you this week is nothing personal, maybe afterwards we can go out for a beer and laugh about it but for now you are my opponent and you need to be prepared for the pain that will come this week because I am more than ready.
Pacing more around the ring I focus on the last out of the three.
Seifer: Now James Fatel you are one of the most boring people to face because you are nothing but a poser… I have seen many of you come and go pretending to be all dark and brooding but you are nothing but a bad Halloween character trying to make sense of the darkness that you are truly scared of. I have seen things in this world that would make people like you turn around and run where I stared the demons straight in the eye and laughed because I live with a darkness every day of my life and it’s something that you could never understand…
I feel the dark passenger stir inside of my soul as he is mentioned.
Seifer: You Fatel are an example of something I have been fighting against for years and that is fakes, people like you who want to believe their own hype and their own lies and think they are more than they are, and when I have faced others like you it all ends up the same bloody messes of their former selves wishing that they had never turned up in the first place and this time I promise you will not be any difference here… You are going to be out of your league come slam Fatel and there is nothing you can do about it apart from accept your fate and fight like your life is dependent on it because it will be…
I walk around a little more and find the camera and stare right into it.
Seifer: I say this to you all Logan, Wild and Fatel… Remember and make sure you keep in mind what happened tonight because this is only a small portion of what you have coming to the three of you come slam… You do not know this now but you are stepping into my world where I have lived comfortably for years now and there is nothing that you can do that will put me down I promise you that. Through me the way is to the city dolent; Through me the way is to eternal dole; Through me the way among the people lost. Justice incited my sublime Creator; Created me divine Omnipotence, The highest Wisdom and the primal Love. Before me there were no created things, Only eterne, and I eternal last. All hope abandon, ye who enter in this ring with me for May the devils have mercy on both of your souls for the angels will have none…. I am the Angel of Judgement Seifer Black Armstrong and all those that do not pay heed to my words shall fade to black.
I throw down the microphone as Black by Trivium starts to blast over the sound system as I hold my arms out in the sign of a cross before climbing out of the ring and walk up the ramp back to the backstage area.
It is better to be violent, if there is violence in our hearts, than to put on the cloak of nonviolence to cover impotence.
Mahatma Gandhi
Martin Luther King, Jr.
Off camera
Pacing back and forth with Shelley gently sleeping in her room having a nap and Chels at the gym I am still going over recent events in my head, all of it that I witnessed and walked away from in a sense… Back and forth I pace in my Black leather trousers and Cradle of Filth Thornology shirt and I still cannot explain to myself why… Why would this happen. Suddenly the voice starts to call and it’s not one I welcome.
Adrian: It’s because she realises what true power is.
Seifer: True power, you would say that… You have no soul.
Adrian: That’s harsh considering I take up half of your own.
Seifer: You took half of my own on that day, don’t make this about your own agenda again.
Adrian: Why don’t you get that my agenda is really yours, but you do not want to admit it.
Seifer: Because it’s not true, you are just trying to get in control again.
Adrian: Don’t you miss those days Seifer, my brother don’t you miss not having to decide what’s right or wrong and just let go.
Seifer: Because when that happens people gets hurt.
I walk to the bathroom and splash my face with water. Looking up I look into my eyes and one has turned completely black.
Adrian: Come on Seifer, you know what you are inside and that is something you can’t avoid forever.
Seifer: Shut up Adrian you don’t know what you speak of.
Adrian: Oh but I do, why do you think Chelsea has gone back to the other side?
Seifer: I don’t know, I wish I did but I can’t understand it.
Adrian: Stop lying to yourself Seifer, you know perfectly why.
Seifer: I am not lying to myself Adrian, stop thinking you know better than me.
I turn around and start to walk back into the bedroom.
Adrian: Don’t you remember Seifer? Don’t you miss it?
Seifer: I can’t afford to miss it; I can’t cause the people I care about that sort of pain again.
Adrian: You can’t keep doing this Seifer.
Seifer: Doing what?
Adrian: Putting yourself ahead of others, you need to do what you need.
Seifer: Really? How do I not believe you considering our past.
Adrian: Our past makes us what we are, you can’t ignore that.
Seifer: I know, but the mistakes of my past has made me learn and has helped me realise who I really am.
Adrian: You are not who you really are Seifer.
Seifer: Oh really now.
Adrian: Avoid it all you want but you must realise that you are not yourself.
Seifer: Oh really if I am not myself then what am I?
Adrian: You are a shell of your former self, morphed into something that people will accept.
Seifer: Again you talk shit but nothing of value.
Walking across to the bed I grab my Kindle fire and switch on the Netflix app and start to watch Grimm.
Adrian: You can’t ignore me Seifer, you are like the people on this show, the monster is underneath but you are covering it with your human presence.
Seifer: You are the monster Adrian, a monster in a cage and I have the only key and I have no intention of letting you out again.
Adrian: She let her monster out of her cage, why won’t you Seifer?
Seifer: Because I want to do this without your influence.
Adrian: Yes Seifer but where has that gotten you in the past?
Seifer: I am in the trilogy cup aren’t I.
Adrian: Yes but again you know how well that went in the first round.
Seifer: I was against a tough opponent.
Adrian: All men should be underneath you Seifer don’t you see, you have wings unlike the other creatures… Spread those wings and use them.
Seifer: It is not wings that you want me to use.
Adrian: Then what is it I want you to use Seifer.
My throat goes dry at these words, I can’t think of anything to say.
Adrian: The blade Seifer, these mortals only understand violence and blood and you can give that to them.
Seifer: I don’t want to, I can get by without those tactics.
Adrian: Really, I beg to differ.
Seifer: I won my last match didn’t I.
Adrian: Barely, a roll up pin out of nowhere I mean come on Seifer where is your destructive side?
Seifer: I am still as destructive as ever, wait and see.
Adrian: Now who is lying?
Before I can answer the question I hear the door open as Chels walks in, I carry on watching Grimm until she walks through the door.
Chelsea: Hey baby.
Closing the door behind her she lays her keys down on the table before letting her bag drop to the floor and kicking off her shoes, walking over to the bed she sits on the edge letting out a small sigh smiling.
Chelsea: How are you feeling?
Seifer: I’m all right, feeling better than I was, how are you?
Chelsea: A little tired but I needed that, been quite awhile since I actually hit the gym. What did you get up to while I was gone, did you just lay here and watch tv all afternoon?
Seifer: No, I spent time playing with Shelly for a while before I got her tired enough to take her nap, which was about half an hour ago.
Chelsea: You're so good getting her to sleep, i actually miss her, i know i just saw her this morning but it almost feels like i haven't been seeing her that much lately, crazy i know.
Laughing she runs her fingers through her damp hair showing the signs that she showered at the gym before laying back but keeping her feet on the ground as she looks up at the ceiling then over at me.
Chelsea: How are you feeling about this week?
Seifer: Honestly I can’t wait, it’s been so long since i have had a chance for a chance at a title.
Chelsea: Oh I know babe, you're facing James, Logan...and who else?
Seifer: And Zack Wild.
Chelsea: Zach that's right...how could I forget him? That's a pretty tough trio honestly, but i know you can take them if you put your mind to it...although with Oblivion being the guest ref that just makes it all the more interesting...hopefully he'll hold no hard feelings since you're wife kicked his ass last week.
She laughs smiling and I laugh also thinking about the match.
Seifer: I know, to be honest the only reason he would get in my way is if he feels I am the biggest threat out there, so I should keep an eye on him.
Chelsea: I agree with you sweetheart, this is one match you're going to have to keep your guard up at all times.
Seifer: True but they do also, from what I have heard it’s going to be a hardcore rules match.
I can’t help but smile at this thought.
Chelsea: Oh wow...seriously? I mean, they do know you're in this match right...that's just like giving you a one up. But if that's the case this should be one amazing match.
Seifer: Exactly, these people do not know the lengths I have gone too in the past to win those sort of matches and worse, I think i may have to bring some of my old toys along with me for this one.
Chelsea: Oh really? Sounds like you already have plans in the work for this one. I can definitely see you have a fire in your eyes that you haven't had that strong in awhile...i look forward to seeing how you do in this one.
Seifer: So do I, these are my matches... I am so damn excited for this one I can’t wait.
Chelsea: I can tell sweetheart, i can see it now...Seifer Black-Armstrong WCF Hardcore Champion...oh that has a good ring to it doesn’t it.
Seifer: Oh yes it does.
I stand up and walk over to her putting my arms around her and giving her a kiss.
Seifer: And so does Chelsea Black Armstrong new WCF TV Champion.
Smiling she looks up at me letting her arms rest around my neck.
Chelsea: That goes sound good...and i do miss having gold around my waist...it's been far too long since we had a championship in this house, it's time to bring them home.
Seifer: I can’t agree with you more, and I don’t think you have anything to worry about when it comes to your match.
Chelsea: I don't know, Jayden and Denise are both pretty good wrestlers..
Seifer: I may be bias but I don’t think they have anything on you.
Laughing she smiles looking into my eyes.
Chelsea: Only may be? I think you're definitely bias but that's why I love you, you always believe so much in me and i will always do the same for you.
I give her a passionate kiss for a moment but before we can do anything else the silence is broken by a little voice in the other room.
Seifer: She must have heard you.
Nodding she laughs resting her forehead against my shoulder.
Chelsea: I swear she knows.
Kissing my neck she smiles taking her arms from around me.
Chelsea: I'll go get the little one.
Smiling she walks from me heading into the other room to grab Shelley.
I smile as I can’t help but think she must have an internal alarm which warns her about these sort of situations. After a moment Chels walks back into the room with Shelley in her arms.
Seifer: Nice to see you’re awake little one, did you sleep well?
I walk over and give her a kiss on the forehead as she nods her head.
Smiling Chelsea runs her hand over Shelley's head brushing the hair from her face as she lets out a little yawn. Grabbing a sippy cup from the fridge she walks over and sits down before handing it to Shelley whose little hands wrap around it and with help from her mommy starts taking a drink.
Chelsea: She's growing too fast on us Seifer, next thing we know she'll be walking around and having full blown conversations with us.
Seifer: Yeah, and the next day she will be shouting at us about how we doesnt understand her. I cherish these days.
Chelsea: You and I both babe, we can only dream that these would last forever i suppose.
Laughing she kisses Shelleys forehead.
Chelsea: But i wouldn't trade her for the world
Seifer: And everything in it, oh baby have you got the time? The clock ran out of batteries.
Chelsea: Umm I think my phone's still in my bag, you can check that.
I walk over to her bag and take her phone out seeing its 6:35.
Seifer: Oh hey I need to go.
Looking up from Shelley she gazes over at me.
Chelsea: Already?
Seifer: I am so sorry, there’s a house show on tonight and I want to make an appearance.
Chelsea: Oh ok, well have fun. I'll be watching.
Smiling she standing up walking over and placing a soft kiss on my lips before looking into my eyes.
Chelsea: You have something planned don’t you.
Seifer: What makes you say that?
Chelsea: I know that look, you're going to do something tonight...
Seifer: Let’s just say I will make an impact.
Chelsea: Is this an impact that will be ok for Shelley to watch with me?
Laughing slightly she smiles.
Seifer: Unfortunately no, it may get bloody out there.
Her smile actually brightens as she nods.
Chelsea: I'll be sure to keep her away from it, but i for one can't wait to see what's going on in that mind of yours.
Leaning in she gives me another kiss before running her fingers through my hair.
Seifer: I will see you both when I get back, I shouldn’t be too long, I’ll do what I am there for and I’ll get going before the show ends.
Chelsea: Take as much time as you need baby, I’ll be here when you get back.
I say my goodbyes to Chels and Shelley before getting my boots and coat on and walking out the door, the plans clear in my head of what I am going to do.
Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired, signifies in the final sense a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed.
Dwight D. Eisenhower
I walk into the arena at the house show and walk through to my locker room for the upcoming slam this week to grab my gear and put on my face paint, this only takes me a moment before I walk out and head towards the stage entrance… I find out there is a match going on between two locals called Chris Legend and Steven Chandler which unfortunately for those two their match is going to be cut short. Walking through I grab a big box filled with something I'm planning on using tonight before I see the technician there observing the match on a monitor next to his computer, I walk over to him and place the box next to me.
Seifer: Hey Trevor hit my music.
Trevor: Hey Seifer you could wait till the match is over.
Seifer: Hit my music.
Trevor: Have you got clearance to be here?
Seifer: Sure I do, now start my music.
A bit hesitant he goes on his computer and brings up my music.
Trevor: Ready when you are.
Seifer: No time better than the present.
I pick up the box placing it back on my shoulder as my music hits and the fans in the arena start to go ballistic. Smiling I walk out onto the stage as the people chant my name… After a moment I walk down the ramp and get to the ring seeing the concerned look on the wrestlers in the ring, laughing I put the box on the apron and leap up onto the apron myself. With a look I can tell what they are planning so before they can do anything I leap up to the top rope and springboard off hitting them both with a knee kick as the bell rings to stop the match and the fans go even more ballistic as I kip up.
Seifer: OH YEAH HERE WE GO!
Back on my feet I walk around the ring listening to the fans for a moment before I catch Legend running at me with a koppu kick connecting with the top of his head knocking him on his ass before getting back up and running at Chandler in the corner catching him with a running dropkick before grabbing a hold of him and throwing him into the turnpost.
Seifer: DO YOU WANT TO SEE WHATS IN THE BOX?!
A huge yes chant starts up around the arena as I go over and pick up the box and lifting the lid to reveal that its full of light tubes, before I can take any out I notice Legend starting to get back up so I put the box against the ropes and catch him with a running dropkick to the side of the head. Going back to the box I take out as many as I can carry and stick them underneath Legends shirt and drag him towards the same turnpost before getting more of the light tubes and sticking then inside Chandlers shirt as he is resting chest first on the turnbuckle as I roll out of the ring and walk towards the ring steps on the other side of the ring.
Seifer: JUDGMENTS ARROW!
I suddenly turn around and run full speed jumping up and connecting with a running dropkick to the light tubes that are next to Chandlers head smashing them into the side of his face as a HOLY SHIT chant starts to sound around the arena. Standing back up on the apron I hold my arms in the sign of the cross before jumping onto the top turnbuckle.
Seifer: ANGELS LANDING!
As I say this I leap off the top rope hitting the diving double foot stomp onto Legend crushing the light tubes underneath his shirt as another HOLY SHIT chant sounds around the arena again, laughing I stand up and run up onto the second turnbuckle looking out at the fans for a moment before leaping back into the ring and shouting for a microphone from the ring announcer as the SEIFER chants cascade down from the fans as I raise the microphone to my lips.
Seifer: You know I had to come out here, any more of those two in this ring and I think all of you would have fallen asleep am I right?
A loud yes chant pretty much answers my question.
Seifer: I thought so, so you see guys Legend and Chandler you should realise that as you get stretchered out here this was not personal but I needed to use you guys as an example, an example of what you ask well it’s an example for three specific people that I am going to be facing this week at slam.
I pace a moment as I watch the bloody messes that are Chandler and Legend getting taken out of the arena.
Seifer: Now first and foremost the man who never makes any sense Logan, you know what you wolverine wannabe there is a point where the senseless bullshit you spout becomes nothing but that… Senseless bullshit, I mean look at yourself Logan you are a fully grown man hanging around animatronics that would make Disneyland in Paris blush from embarrassment and you expect me to be able to take any word that drips out of the anus you call your mouth seriously.
I laugh a little as I pace around the ring a little more.
Seifer: Now I talk about your biggest mistake and don’t worry it’s a mistake that many other people before you has made and I would be surprised if there wasn’t many more that will make the same mistake, you are underestimating me… And that works out fine because you know what this hardcore environment is nothing new to me, in fact its beneath me because where you and others claim to be hardcore I am above that… I am ultra-violent Logan and I don’t think that you have what it takes to give me a decent challenge come slam because of the simple fact that you are overlooking and underestimating me, but do not worry the same as what happened to these jobbers in this ring tonight will happen to you also at slam, your bloody carcass will be dragged out of there on a stretcher with you looking up at the lights wondering what the fuck hit you.
A SEIFER chant sounds out around the arena which makes me smile as I look at the fans in attendance.
Seifer: Now to another man Zack Wild… Cool name by the way, but I have to say outside of that I really do not know too much about you, but I know we probably have more in common than we think… We both like to have a good time and we both thrive in the chaotic environments and we are both hardcore metal heads so I have a level of respect for you, but know this Zack… Even with my respect for you do not expect anything but one hundred percent from me in this match because I have a craving for the gold that comes along with the scars we earn week by week and month by month and unfortunately for you… You are one of the people that stand in the way of me getting what I want and I will fight you with everything I have and I will be disappointed if you do not reply in kind this week at slam.
I brush my hair back off my face and take a deep breath.
Seifer: Zack rest assured anything I do to you this week is nothing personal, maybe afterwards we can go out for a beer and laugh about it but for now you are my opponent and you need to be prepared for the pain that will come this week because I am more than ready.
Pacing more around the ring I focus on the last out of the three.
Seifer: Now James Fatel you are one of the most boring people to face because you are nothing but a poser… I have seen many of you come and go pretending to be all dark and brooding but you are nothing but a bad Halloween character trying to make sense of the darkness that you are truly scared of. I have seen things in this world that would make people like you turn around and run where I stared the demons straight in the eye and laughed because I live with a darkness every day of my life and it’s something that you could never understand…
I feel the dark passenger stir inside of my soul as he is mentioned.
Seifer: You Fatel are an example of something I have been fighting against for years and that is fakes, people like you who want to believe their own hype and their own lies and think they are more than they are, and when I have faced others like you it all ends up the same bloody messes of their former selves wishing that they had never turned up in the first place and this time I promise you will not be any difference here… You are going to be out of your league come slam Fatel and there is nothing you can do about it apart from accept your fate and fight like your life is dependent on it because it will be…
I walk around a little more and find the camera and stare right into it.
Seifer: I say this to you all Logan, Wild and Fatel… Remember and make sure you keep in mind what happened tonight because this is only a small portion of what you have coming to the three of you come slam… You do not know this now but you are stepping into my world where I have lived comfortably for years now and there is nothing that you can do that will put me down I promise you that. Through me the way is to the city dolent; Through me the way is to eternal dole; Through me the way among the people lost. Justice incited my sublime Creator; Created me divine Omnipotence, The highest Wisdom and the primal Love. Before me there were no created things, Only eterne, and I eternal last. All hope abandon, ye who enter in this ring with me for May the devils have mercy on both of your souls for the angels will have none…. I am the Angel of Judgement Seifer Black Armstrong and all those that do not pay heed to my words shall fade to black.
I throw down the microphone as Black by Trivium starts to blast over the sound system as I hold my arms out in the sign of a cross before climbing out of the ring and walk up the ramp back to the backstage area.
It is better to be violent, if there is violence in our hearts, than to put on the cloak of nonviolence to cover impotence.
Mahatma Gandhi
