Post by Seifer Black on Jan 21, 2014 21:09:31 GMT -5
Have no fear of moving into the unknown. Simply step out fearlessly knowing that I am with you, therefore no harm can befall you; all is very, very well. Do this in complete faith and confidence.
Pope John Paul II
The scene opens to complete darkness, through the black footsteps can be heard of someone walking through the room on a hard stone floor, suddenly the sound of a match striking sears through the air and the fire from the match lights up my painted face partly covered with a hood as I light a cigarette and take a draw.
Seifer: Now this has not happened in a while has it, and a lot has happened since I was fired but I have used this time to think everything through about how I see my life and where I want to go with it while enforcing my beliefs and what means the most to me.
I take another draw of my cigarette partly lighting up my face again.
Seifer: Throughout it all I got to spend more time with my little girl and looking into her eyes I thought to myself I wanted to make sure I do something that she could look back on in many years to come and be proud that I am her father, this rejuvenated me and made me more determined than ever to take down the previous obstacles in my path but those will have to wait for the future, and the future lays before me with road block after road block ahead but you know what I am going to go through each and every one of them to make sure that the end of it is where I want to be.
I take a draw of my cigarette flicking a little bit of ash off the end.
Seifer: You see now I find myself in the most opportune of matches that was available and the perfect chance to see that the scales of justice are righted and with a partner that I never would have expected in a long time.
I take a draw of my cigarette.
Seifer: Now Chase I know we have or shall never really see eye to eye but I need to state to you the importance of this match, one had me unfairly fired and the other kidnapped my child so what I need to say is we need to for at least one night put our differences aside and make this work again, we are two of the greatest wrestlers from the NWA and this is the chance for us both to make an impact here that will make people stand up and take notice here in the WCF and personally I hope after this week we can put the past in the past and at least stop the hate that has been between us for too long before now.
With another draw of my cigarette my thoughts go towards my opponents.
Seifer: Now I know that I need to talk about both of you, but where to start… How about at the start of it all and the start is Sarah Twilight the one that in a way put all of this into motion and also is one of the people that makes me laugh the most when I think about them because of the fact that you are not in charge any more…
I can’t help but let out a small laugh at this before I take another draw of my cigarette.
Seifer: Wait I can’t say that enough, you are not in charge any more… Man that’s good to say out loud. Because the second you sold your power for money you have opened the floodgates for each and every person that you have wronged in your time in charge and I am the first to get their chance to get their chance at revenge, but you know what even if I get a chance to get my hands on you I doubt it is going to set the scales back to normal so what I do here is I send you a challenge for Timebomb, Seifer Black Armstrong vs Sarah Twilight in any type of match your twisted little brain can think of because I really do not care because there is no way you can avoid your time to face judgement one on one. You disgraced me, you fired me for fighting in what I believe in and now all of it is going to turn around and make sure that you never forget the names of the people that you have wronged.
I take one more draw on my cigarette.
Seifer: Now the other, Lilith… Do not hold any other opinion other than for me and you this is not a match this is your fight for survival because do you think that you can do what you did and not expect some sort of repercussion from me, you kidnapped my child after torturing my wife and you have stirred up something that you should fear with every fibre of your being because there is a side of me I try and keep inside of me and you have earned the very special pleasure of feeling the full wrath of the demons inside me.
I take one last draw of my cigarette and throw it to the side setting on fire a trail to my side which goes around me creating a wall of flame behind me illuminating the whole old warehouse around me and also illuminating me wearing a black hooded leather trench coat with an Angel of justice shirt underneath with my usual black doc martins and baggy black trousers, I tilt my head backwards and as the fire rises further behind me I feel a stronger fire build up inside of me.
Seifer: Thine devil awaits upon thee's presentation, for I know what I've done, and I know what will be in my life… In the world of the living I have partaken in more abuse more self-harm than any other human can handle… For I fill the 7th layer of hell and wrath is what I be called. I am the dark passenger and I am the one that can and will destroy you with everything that I have at my disposal and make sure that you regret your decisions and look at your own mortality and how easy it is to take away.
I take a deep breath as the demon inside starts to settle a little bit but I still can feel him prowling ready for the fight as I tilt my head back down.
Seifer: Sarah… Lilith… You both have no idea what you are going to be facing come payback because to get my chance at fighting the pair of you I will walk through the flames, I will endure any hardships that come my way and make sure that I have come out the stronger for it, you both have pushed me to my breaking point and come payback there will be a tidal wave of wrath and fury waiting to be unleashed on the pair of you for the actions that you have taken against me and my family… Whoever could, even with untrammelled words, Tell of the blood and of the wounds in full which now I saw, by many times narrating? Each tongue would for a certainty fall short by reason of our speech and memory, that have small room to comprehend so much. If were again assembled all the people which formerly upon the fateful land of Puglia were lamenting for their blood and all the others whom thou here beholdest, disseminators of scandal and of schism While living were, and therefore are cleft thus. A devil is behind here, who doth cleave us thus cruelly, unto the falchion's edge putting again each one of this entire ream, when we have gone around the doleful road; by reason that our wounds are closed again ere any one in front of him repass. But who art thou, that musest on the crag, Perchance to postpone going to the pain that is adjudged upon thine accusations?"
Taking a couple of steps closer to the camera I fold the hood back over my head before taking it off and throwing it to one side along with this I take off my shirt throwing it on top of the coat.
Seifer: Put into terms you both will understand, you made your decisions and you completed them with actions that you are now both going to pay for in pain and blood, you look upon a man who looks at the scars that litter his body and smiles as he looks back on how he attained each and every one of them, I do not care for my own wellbeing and I will never hold back when my enemy is placed in such close proximity to me, I will not hold back, I will not tire and I will never submit to the pain that will wrack my body because I know it will be only a portion of the pain that I shall dole onto the pair of you when you step once again into my path.
I walk up to the camera staring right into it.
Seifer: Through me the way is to the city dolent; Through me the way is to eternal dole; Through me the way among the people lost. Justice incited my sublime Creator; Created me divine Omnipotence, The highest Wisdom and the primal Love. Before me there were no created things, Only eterne, and I eternal last. All hope abandon, ye who enter in this ring with me for May the devils have mercy on both of your souls for the angels shall have none of it…. I am the Angel of Judgement Seifer Black Armstrong and all those that do not pay heed to my words shall fade to black.
I like to see a man proud of the place in which he lives. I like to see a man live so that his place will be proud of him.
Abraham Lincoln
Walking out of the locker room after I have sorted out both mine and Chelsea’s gear for the show to come I think to myself how long it’s been since I have done all of this, I am suddenly thrown out of my thoughts when I see someone I didn’t expect walk down the same corridor.
Seifer: Well long time no see Chase.
Chase smirks.
Chase: Shame it can't be longer.
Seifer: I get that, but we are going to be teaming up at Payback, I’m glad I’ve bumped into you because I wanted the chance to talk to you about it.
Chase: I'm not glad but I guess this little talk is inevitable.
Seifer: I don’t know if you know how important this match is to me, there is two people who has done everything in their power to destroy me personally and I have to get back at them, when it comes to me and you I don’t like you and I know you don’t like me but I say this... No matter what happens out there I promise I will have your back throughout.
Chase smirks again.
Chase: Always about you isn't it Seifer, nice to see some things haven't changed I guess.
Seifer: You know you would be saying the same thing to me if you were in my situation.
Chase: Actually you're wrong, you don't know me and the sooner you figure that out the better things will be for both of us. If it was me Lilith would be laying dead in a ditch somewhere for laying a hand on my family. Don't ever forget that I really do not like you, so your situation is your own doing, you chose to get involved and play the hero so now you have to deal with it.
Seifer: You call it playing the hero, I call it fighting for what I believe for, and as far as Lilith is concerned I would rather humiliate and destroy her on the public stage where everyone can see her fall. Now can we get past this and agree that we cannot worry about each other taking a shot when our backs are turned and take these two down, get on the same page so to speak no matter how temporary it is.
Chase: That bullshit might work on the fans and the people in the back but it doesn't work on me... As far getting the job done you can trust me to play my part but don't think for one second that means I'm fucking stupid enough to trust you!
Seifer: Well I like to think I can trust you, I know how good you are in that ring and I know you can beat anyone on the roster when you want too so I trust in that when we step into that ring at Payback.
Chase: How do you know this isn't some big set up, I mean it's pretty come knowledge that neither of us like each other so why would they team us together? What because I've had my running in the with Lilith is the past?! If you believe that I've got some land I want to sell you on the moon! How do you know that Sarah hasn't brought me off to hand your arse to them in the middle of the ring?!
Seifer: Because I know you have your pride and no matter how you feel about me which i could not care less about, but your pride has no price tag on it.
I turn around and walk out of the arena I hear Chase snigger but I like to think I'm letting him think about the last thing I said to him, hopefully we will be on the same page come the day but I need to be prepared for any outcome.
If you prick us do we not bleed? If you tickle us do we not laugh? If you poison us do we not die? And if you wrong us shall we not revenge?
William Shakespeare
Throughout my time off one of the biggest blessings that fell upon me was that I was able to spend more time with my family, but with all of the good things that I have been a part of a part of me has been restless like it was fighting against a cage, but now from this week it all starts again and I get to go back into the ring and the restless feeling feels like the key to the cage has been found and soon enough it shall be let out and free to stretch its legs, right now I am feeling good, with a smile on my face I walk back from the gym through our hotel door into my hotel room where I close the door quietly because I know Shelley should be asleep at the moment, sneaking in so I don’t wake her up which is kind of pointless because she is a heavy sleeper I walk into the bedroom to see Chels chilling out watching something on TV.
Chelsea: Hey sweetie, how was the gym?
Seifer: Still got four walls and fully working equipment so its good, had a good workout today... Damn I’ve missed that.
Looking at me she gives a mocking laugh at my comments before smiling.
Chelsea: I don't blame you, you've been out for quite a while. I bet you're just itching to get into that ring this week.
Seifer: Especially considering who I am facing.
I take off my shirt boots and trousers getting into bed next to her.
Chelsea: Oh I can imagine, how are you feeling about being able to get your hands on both Sarah and Lilith in this one?
Seifer: I feel so damn good about it, with everything that we have been put through all of the frustration and the restless feelings will all get let out in that match.
Chelsea: This should definitely be an interesting match, I know I look forward to you getting your hands on them. But what about you teaming up with Chase? How are you feeling about that given the history we all have, do you think it'll be ok?
Seifer: That I can’t say about, I bumped into him before I went to the gym and let’s just say things have not changed between us, I just hope that he holds his side of things in this match.
Chelsea: That makes sense...honestly i believe that it'll be one of those as long as you stay out of each other’s way it'll go good. Just be careful out there, you know how fast tempers can rise and those two won't think twice about trying to play you two against one another.
Seifer: I know they will and it’s something I will have to expect and deal with when the time comes, I am not looking forward to that part of it but I am going to focus on defeating the two wicked witches of Satan’s special little circle.
Another laugh falls from her lips as she smiles readjusting the pillow behind her.
Chelsea: I hope you give them both what they have coming, and I’ll be backstage to enjoy every minute of it. I know you two can take them if you two work together.
Seifer: I know he can hold his own in the ring, i just hope he can keep his personal feelings from getting in the way at the match.
Chelsea: You know Chase better than that Seifer, once that bell rings he's going to be focused on that match, I don’t see him letting his personal issues harming your chances of winning, just as I said, be careful.
Seifer: I will be, now what are you watching?
Chelsea: Hmm, well it's one of our favourites, actually something you practically had to force me to watch before.
Seifer: Oh the Crow, I told you that you would love it.
Chelsea: That you did...and yet it still took me what? Two months...till I actually gave in and watched it with you.
Seifer: I remember that night, that was a good night. I remember we ended up watching the movie a second time because you loved it so much.
Chelsea: Yes...and you've held it over me ever since. Every time you have something new you want me to see you bring that up...that's not very fair you know that right.
Seifer: But it’s been for your own good, and the proof is here again with you watching it here. Also I know both you and Shelley have been loving the Muppets movie.
Laughing she shakes her head smiling.
Chelsea: Yeah that's true...I think that's Shelley's favourite, I swear I’m waiting for her to burst into song.
Seifer: Her first proper words will probably be life’s a happy song.
Chelsea: And you'd be one proud daddy if they were wouldn't you.
Seifer: Yeah I would be.
Chelsea: So is there anything I can do to help you prep for your match this week? I wanna make sure you're going in to it one hundred percent focused.
Seifer: Well there is a couple of things but that’s for later, overall just keep on being you. I would not be here if it wasn’t for you and the support you give me and there is nothing better than that.
Smiling she moves her head over resting it against me as she smiles.
Chelsea: You know I’ll always be here for you hunny, no matter what happens. Nothing can change that.
Resting for a moment we both enjoy the silence before I remember something.
Seifer: Talking about things you should watch I picked up a copy of something on the way back from the gym.
She sits up resting her weight on one arm as she looks at me.
Chelsea: Oh really, and what might that be?
Seifer: Two things, Edward Scissorhands and series 1 of Dexter.
Laying back against the pillow she laughs before running her fingers through her hair.
Chelsea: I so should have known that was coming, you're always so determined with me.
Seifer: You know me, I’m as stubborn as you are.
Chelsea: Well yeah...that's true, I suppose that's how we work so well.
Seifer: Exactly, just makes you wonder what Shelley is going to be like when she’s older.
Chelsea: Honestly...that thought makes me scared. Can you imagine how much of a handful she's going to be when she gets to be a teenager?
Seifer: Oh man I almost don’t want to think about that, can you imagine how many boys will be trying to break down the doors to get to her, might have to get Adrian to get rid of them if you get what I mean.
Nodding she laughs.
Chelsea: True...although i don't think she'd like that too much. Although it does make me wonder...like how both of us have these other sides...you Adrian and I Mistress...do you think Shelley will be like that too? Can something like that be inherited?
Seifer: I don’t think so, our own problems came along because of our own past, and we are making sure we give her the best start in life we never got so hopefully she will be the first one in our family to be sane.
Chelsea: Very true… I really hope you're right about this. I think she'll be ok, just can't help but worry a little I guess.
Seifer: I think that is something that will never change for either of us, we will always worry about our little girl.
Chelsea: There’s no doubt in my mind that you're right there. We'll always find something new to worry about...I suppose that's a good thing though in the long run. It's a fair guess that we'd both be crazy if she wasn't here.
Seifer: I thought we were both already crazy.
Chelsea: Well...ok yeah that is very true.
Seifer: For now we have to take things as they come and hope we can deal with them, for now I have an idea.
I lean over and whisper in her ear.
Showing a small smile she looks up into my eyes.
Chelsea: Well if it'll help you, then i suppose that sounds like a good plan to me.
Anger is the enemy of non-violence and pride is a monster that swallows it up.
Mahatma Gandhi
