Let The Awakening Begin - Character Development piece

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(Wasn't sure where to post this, feel free to move it if need be.)

Indulgence instead of abstinence. That's what I've always been told all my life. Indulge your desires and you'll live a satisfying life. And I can say, thus far, it's been satisfying. 

And why not? I have everything I ever desired in life. I've acquired everything I have ever wanted. Whether it was what I wanted in the moment or something I longed for. Even things I didn't realize I wanted until the opportunity presented itself. I wanted it, I went and got it. And there's the rub, friends. 

I WENT... and GOT IT. That simple truth separates ME... from the SHEEP. 

We all know the people who are grateful for everything they are given, like a charity case whose sole function is to suck the filth at the bottom of the fish bowl. They are leeches, parasites, and they are everywhere. They are the ones who cannot be taught, who cannot be molded. The ones who feign happiness because they put their FAITH into an entity that demands FEAR from its followers. God-fearing Christians. 

How is that a life? Why turn yourself over to an entity that surrounds you with rules to follow, don't do this, don't do that. An entity that threatens its followers with a place of torment and torture and suffering... all simple representations of guilt, as Hell exists as much as Heaven, friends. However, he loves you. Friends, wake up, that is what is called an abusive relationship. God is a drunken ass in a wifebeater slapping his wife around because his beer isn't cold enough. 

Now, anyone with half a brain in their skull can probably deduce where my mentality comes from. I say this proudly and with no hesitation, I was a card-carrying member and priest of the Church of Satan. Was? Oh, yes. While I started from the teachings of LaVey, as I noticed his influx of wannabe Satanists,I felt perhaps his teachings have gone too mainline. I, too, witnessed the worst of humanity in my life. While LaVey asked "Where is God?", I was salivating. I wanted to bathe in the blood of mangled children. I wanted to eat the flesh of the burned. 

Indulgence instead of abstinence. 

Indulge your inner desires to lead a satisfying existence. 

So I did. 

I consumed flesh, it was fattier than I expected it to be, but tasty nonetheless. I not only bathed in the blood of the mangled children, I drank it from a chalice made from their own skulls. 

What does any of this have to do with this very moment, as I stand here in front of you all in WCF? To the cynics among you, absolutely nothing. Some will roll their eyes and mutter about another 'dark character' among them. Some will question how long I can last, how long before the 'gimmick' dries up. Some will be intrigued, some fascinated, and even others terrified. To all of you, the answers will come when they need to and not before. I have already put my sights on some of you, but do not think me foolish and try to blindside me. I see a couple of brave souls wanting to try their luck, the rest of you smartly keeping your distance. 

Look at the face staring at you. It is not a face of somebody fresh off the farm trying to make it blindly in a business it knows nothing about. Many years have passed for me in this business, many championships and accolades. And yet, The Word is just as important today, even more so it seems, that it always has been. 

From LaVey to Onyx to You, friends. The Black Wolf, Lupus Onyx, is here. Let The Awakening Begin.