Post by Abril on Jan 26, 2010 11:12:42 GMT -5
-It's cold. The type of cold that gives you the shivers and you can't get rid of them. It's also dark but there is a sense of someone's prescene. The camera pans around to find a graveyard. An older graveyard. The headstones are turned over, covered with moss and some graves have no stones at all. Some only have a rock place where the head is laid. This our scene. A lonely, dark scene that offers no hope. The camera shows the graveyard a few more seconds before it zones in on Abril who is seated on the ground with her back to one of the fallen over stones. She is dressed in solid black with black eyeliner running down her face because you see it has begun to rain. Her coat touches her ankles and her black boots are brought up all the way to her knees. She takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly.-
Abril: "I still haven't heard anything from you EazE. But I wasn't expecting anything from you. I know you're scared. I know you've taken one look at me and realized you have no chance of beating me. You know that I will bring the giant down to his knees and once your down there on my level you'll never get up again. I sit here in this cementary thinking of what you would be like when you die. Would you die a peaceful death or would your death be full of torture and torment? Then I wonder where you would go after you die? To heaven? To hell? If there are such places, that is. [laughing] I wonder these things about you because I am oh so interested in you and I just wish you would speak. I wish you would open that beautiful mouth of yours and let the junk the rubbish the awful curse words you have for me pour out. Please, please, I'm begging you. Don't leave my poor soul out in the dark any longer. Don't you see how much you hurt me? But in the end it will be okay because you are hurting me now and I will hurt you later. This match was already won before it was signed. I do pity you somewhat. I pity that your first match here in the WCF will be a loss but that's the way it goes sometimes."
Abril: "I cry sometimes at night. I curl up in the fetal position and I cry because the world outside is in so much pain and I know how to fix it. I know how to fix everyone's problems EazE, but you see they reject me. They reject me because I'm different because I chose to walk a different path than they have choosen. But tell me and tell me truthfullly that you have seen something special in me and you understand me. I know that if you look close enough you will see something special in me and understand that I mean no harm. I only wish to set people free. I wish to set you free. Wiill you let me set you free? Will you let me get under the surface and find the true you that is buried underneath years and years of self denial? I think you would if you only knew. You see these tombstones here they are representations of what happens to people who are not set free. All that is left of them is a stone that no one cares about. Will you allow yourself to be just a stone that no one cares about? I think, or yet I believe, you will make the right decision and chose my path rather than the others. But don't take this lightly, it's not a plea I am coping to you. At Ten I do plan to destroy you to pin to, to get the win. But you will be free and what is a loss when it's compared to true freedom?"
Abril: "I love you EazE because you are a reminder of what I use to be. I love how easy you think life is. I love how you probably assume since I am a woman you will get this win over me with no sweat. I love all that about you and it's a shame it has to change. It's a shame you have to go down to the depths of hell before you are truly made a man. Because the broken, empty shell that stands in front of the mirror every morning is not a man. How do you look at yourself in the mirror? You couldn't feel good about yourself because look at what your live has become. You can't feel anything but shame and embarrassment and believe me my dear I understand. I understand your pain. See your pain is my pain. Since the match was signed you and I now have a connection that can not be broken. Even when I beat you the bond will still be there. Nothing can break it and nothing can come between us. Maybe one day after all this business is long over you will come and kneel before and cry your tears and tell me how right I was and how wrong you were. I look forward to that day EazE."
-Abril shifts a little pulling her left leg up over her right. She moves her arms till they are sitting peacefully on her lap and takes out a cigarette. She lits up the cigarette and takes a draw. She blows the smoke into the air as it looks like a ghost disappearing into the graveyard night.-
Abril: "I think you're beautiful. Underneath all that facade of craziness and worldly matters you are a beautiful soul. I can't wait to strip you down to nothing but the insides. I pray for you every night. I pray to the God above who ignores us because he hates us. He hates me. He told me himself. He told me of his hatred of my kind because I make people see the truth and you see, that is suppose to be his job. But no matter. God won't be playing a role in our upcoming dance. It will be only you and I. We both have something valuable to prove to the WCF. We have our worth to prove and that's very important. I have to prove my worth to this company. To show everyone that I am someone worth taking seriously. You, on the other hand, have the same mission."
-Abril closes her eyes and laughs. She takes another drag off her cigarette letting the smoke trace a ladder to the stars. Then suddenly she grabs both sides of her head and screams. She pulls her hair and almost breaks out into tears.-
Abril: "Don't you see? It's everything I wanted it to be and it's you, the perfect one. The perfect one selected just for me. You need me as much as I need you. We are built on each other but at Ten only one of us will be left standing. That one will be me. But I won't forget you because as I've said before, I'm in love with you. I love your superficiality. I love your ignorance. I love you.
-Abril gets on her knees and starts crawling toward the camera. Her makeup is running down her face from the tears and rain falling from the sky.-
Abril: "Sinful, sinful nature. A sinful nature you have but that's alright. I still love you. You are going to be free of your sinful nature. You should be excited. You should be relieved. When we are in the ring and our blood is rushing and our heart is pounding we will become one and when we become one you will see the light. Then I will crush you and you will become one with the light. Come crawling to me and I will show you things you never thought possible. I will show you things you have wished for forever. At Ten you're life will just be beginning and every birth hurts a lot. You will hurt a lot but the pain will always be worth it.
-Abril smiles through her tears and wipes her eyes. She leans back on the tombstone as the camera fades out to black.-
-It is the next day and Abril has found herself at a local Miami mall. She has wandered into the Hot Topic store and is looking through t-shirts, dog collars and other things. She is still dressed in complete black but now sports red eyeshadow and red eyeliner. She goes through the necklaces until she finds something she likes. She pulls it down and strokes it and smiles. Suddenly, a Hot Topic worker comes up from behind her.-
Worker: "Are you finding everything okay?"
Abril: "I want this."
Worker: "Well good. Bring it up to the cashier and I'll check you out."
Abril: "No you don't understand. I want this. I need this."
-The worker looks a little confused.-
Worker: "Okay and you can have it. You just have to pay for it."
Abril: "Oh I'm sorry. I didn't know you were one of them."
Worker: "One of who?"
Abril: "One of the broken souls. Should I fix you? Do you believe?"
Worker: "Hmm, what are you talking about?"
Abril: "You are one of them. I must have this necklace. I must have it now."
-Abril begins to walk out of the store but the worker catches her by the shoulder.-
Worker: "Wait, you have to pay for that."
Abril: "Why can't you people leave me be?!"
-The worker grabs at Abril thinking she is getting ready to run. There is a short struggle as the worker calls for security. Security comes and grabs Abril.-
Abril: "No, no, this is all wrong! I'm suppose to be helping you!
Security Guard: "Just calm down lady, no one is trying to hurt you."
-Abril continues to struggle for a few more minutes but then stops. She falls limp in the Security Guards arms. The worker gets the necklace from her. The Security Guard lets her go as she rushes out screaming through the mall knocking people over as she does. The Security Guard rushes after her as the camera fades out to black.-
Rage in the cage
And piss upon the stage
There's only one sure way
To bring the giant down
Defunct the strings
Of cemetary things
With one flat foot
On the devil's wing
And piss upon the stage
There's only one sure way
To bring the giant down
Defunct the strings
Of cemetary things
With one flat foot
On the devil's wing
Abril: "I still haven't heard anything from you EazE. But I wasn't expecting anything from you. I know you're scared. I know you've taken one look at me and realized you have no chance of beating me. You know that I will bring the giant down to his knees and once your down there on my level you'll never get up again. I sit here in this cementary thinking of what you would be like when you die. Would you die a peaceful death or would your death be full of torture and torment? Then I wonder where you would go after you die? To heaven? To hell? If there are such places, that is. [laughing] I wonder these things about you because I am oh so interested in you and I just wish you would speak. I wish you would open that beautiful mouth of yours and let the junk the rubbish the awful curse words you have for me pour out. Please, please, I'm begging you. Don't leave my poor soul out in the dark any longer. Don't you see how much you hurt me? But in the end it will be okay because you are hurting me now and I will hurt you later. This match was already won before it was signed. I do pity you somewhat. I pity that your first match here in the WCF will be a loss but that's the way it goes sometimes."
Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Abril: "I cry sometimes at night. I curl up in the fetal position and I cry because the world outside is in so much pain and I know how to fix it. I know how to fix everyone's problems EazE, but you see they reject me. They reject me because I'm different because I chose to walk a different path than they have choosen. But tell me and tell me truthfullly that you have seen something special in me and you understand me. I know that if you look close enough you will see something special in me and understand that I mean no harm. I only wish to set people free. I wish to set you free. Wiill you let me set you free? Will you let me get under the surface and find the true you that is buried underneath years and years of self denial? I think you would if you only knew. You see these tombstones here they are representations of what happens to people who are not set free. All that is left of them is a stone that no one cares about. Will you allow yourself to be just a stone that no one cares about? I think, or yet I believe, you will make the right decision and chose my path rather than the others. But don't take this lightly, it's not a plea I am coping to you. At Ten I do plan to destroy you to pin to, to get the win. But you will be free and what is a loss when it's compared to true freedom?"
Raping the geek
And hustling the freak
Like a hunchback juice
On a sentimental noose
Operation filth
They love to love the wealth
Of an SS Whore
Making scary sounds
And hustling the freak
Like a hunchback juice
On a sentimental noose
Operation filth
They love to love the wealth
Of an SS Whore
Making scary sounds
Abril: "I love you EazE because you are a reminder of what I use to be. I love how easy you think life is. I love how you probably assume since I am a woman you will get this win over me with no sweat. I love all that about you and it's a shame it has to change. It's a shame you have to go down to the depths of hell before you are truly made a man. Because the broken, empty shell that stands in front of the mirror every morning is not a man. How do you look at yourself in the mirror? You couldn't feel good about yourself because look at what your live has become. You can't feel anything but shame and embarrassment and believe me my dear I understand. I understand your pain. See your pain is my pain. Since the match was signed you and I now have a connection that can not be broken. Even when I beat you the bond will still be there. Nothing can break it and nothing can come between us. Maybe one day after all this business is long over you will come and kneel before and cry your tears and tell me how right I was and how wrong you were. I look forward to that day EazE."
-Abril shifts a little pulling her left leg up over her right. She moves her arms till they are sitting peacefully on her lap and takes out a cigarette. She lits up the cigarette and takes a draw. She blows the smoke into the air as it looks like a ghost disappearing into the graveyard night.-
Psyclone Jack
Hallucinating Hack
Thinks Donna Reed
Eats dollar bills
Goldfoot machine
Creates another fiend
So Beautiful,
They make you kill
Hallucinating Hack
Thinks Donna Reed
Eats dollar bills
Goldfoot machine
Creates another fiend
So Beautiful,
They make you kill
Abril: "I think you're beautiful. Underneath all that facade of craziness and worldly matters you are a beautiful soul. I can't wait to strip you down to nothing but the insides. I pray for you every night. I pray to the God above who ignores us because he hates us. He hates me. He told me himself. He told me of his hatred of my kind because I make people see the truth and you see, that is suppose to be his job. But no matter. God won't be playing a role in our upcoming dance. It will be only you and I. We both have something valuable to prove to the WCF. We have our worth to prove and that's very important. I have to prove my worth to this company. To show everyone that I am someone worth taking seriously. You, on the other hand, have the same mission."
-Abril closes her eyes and laughs. She takes another drag off her cigarette letting the smoke trace a ladder to the stars. Then suddenly she grabs both sides of her head and screams. She pulls her hair and almost breaks out into tears.-
Abril: "Don't you see? It's everything I wanted it to be and it's you, the perfect one. The perfect one selected just for me. You need me as much as I need you. We are built on each other but at Ten only one of us will be left standing. That one will be me. But I won't forget you because as I've said before, I'm in love with you. I love your superficiality. I love your ignorance. I love you.
Blood on her skin
Dripping with Sin
Do it again
Living Dead Girl
Blood on her skin
Dripping with Sin
Do it again
Living Dead Girl
Dripping with Sin
Do it again
Living Dead Girl
Blood on her skin
Dripping with Sin
Do it again
Living Dead Girl
-Abril gets on her knees and starts crawling toward the camera. Her makeup is running down her face from the tears and rain falling from the sky.-
Abril: "Sinful, sinful nature. A sinful nature you have but that's alright. I still love you. You are going to be free of your sinful nature. You should be excited. You should be relieved. When we are in the ring and our blood is rushing and our heart is pounding we will become one and when we become one you will see the light. Then I will crush you and you will become one with the light. Come crawling to me and I will show you things you never thought possible. I will show you things you have wished for forever. At Ten you're life will just be beginning and every birth hurts a lot. You will hurt a lot but the pain will always be worth it.
-Abril smiles through her tears and wipes her eyes. She leans back on the tombstone as the camera fades out to black.-
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[/color]-It is the next day and Abril has found herself at a local Miami mall. She has wandered into the Hot Topic store and is looking through t-shirts, dog collars and other things. She is still dressed in complete black but now sports red eyeshadow and red eyeliner. She goes through the necklaces until she finds something she likes. She pulls it down and strokes it and smiles. Suddenly, a Hot Topic worker comes up from behind her.-
Worker: "Are you finding everything okay?"
Abril: "I want this."
Worker: "Well good. Bring it up to the cashier and I'll check you out."
Abril: "No you don't understand. I want this. I need this."
-The worker looks a little confused.-
Worker: "Okay and you can have it. You just have to pay for it."
Abril: "Oh I'm sorry. I didn't know you were one of them."
Worker: "One of who?"
Abril: "One of the broken souls. Should I fix you? Do you believe?"
Worker: "Hmm, what are you talking about?"
Abril: "You are one of them. I must have this necklace. I must have it now."
-Abril begins to walk out of the store but the worker catches her by the shoulder.-
Worker: "Wait, you have to pay for that."
Abril: "Why can't you people leave me be?!"
-The worker grabs at Abril thinking she is getting ready to run. There is a short struggle as the worker calls for security. Security comes and grabs Abril.-
Abril: "No, no, this is all wrong! I'm suppose to be helping you!
Security Guard: "Just calm down lady, no one is trying to hurt you."
-Abril continues to struggle for a few more minutes but then stops. She falls limp in the Security Guards arms. The worker gets the necklace from her. The Security Guard lets her go as she rushes out screaming through the mall knocking people over as she does. The Security Guard rushes after her as the camera fades out to black.-