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- AMERICAN HIGHLIFE -

Monday 7:46 PM [May. 24th, 2011]
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"Well it seems that my past has caught up with me once and for all. I was hoping to avoid this day but I knew it would come knocking at my door sooner or later. It was inevitable. This game of cat and mouse had to end sometime. I only wish that I could have been the cat in this fucked up situation. Instead, I'm the disease infested mouse that just happens to be on the menu tonight. Too bad this cat that's been after me doesn't know what he's in for once he eats the main course. I'm not just going to sit here and take this on the chin. There's a war here that's just brewing in the pot. I'm not looking back. I'm still going forward stronger than ever. I didn't make this comeback just to get sidetracked by past demons. I'm going to fight with every ounce in my body, both in the ring and out of the ring.

Kash, you've gotten all wrong mother fucker. I'm not here to hold your hand or stand in your shadow. I'm here to kick you in the mouth and prove a point. I've been around you ever since I broke through to the professional level. You seem to think it's all about you. I find that funny old friend. You've always pretended to lead great individuals into battle when in reality all you've done is hog the spotlight. Organized Violence... seriously? All I see is another defunct Influential Minds ripoff. First Dangertainment and now this? Come on man! When will you get it through your head Kash? Influential Minds has been dead since the original formation. Back then you would hog all the spotlight with these so called big fueds with jokes like Johnny Knuckles. Remember calling him that? He was nothing but a joke to you then and now you rely on him more than ever as a partner. Who the fuck has it twisted?

I always knew this day would come Kash. Hell... we both did. It was inevitable ever since lifting a finger to sign back with WCF. We've always had a history. This time around was on a separate course than the others. Last year I had my ass handed to me when I was at my weakest. To make things even more fucked up than it already sounds how about I add this to the equation. The one person who stood by my side and said that he had my back. This is the only person in WCF... in my career that I have trusted my health with in that ring. I stood side to side with him and another big name at the time to form one of if not the best group of wrestlers in the history of the sport. If I didn't influence you one bit then why was I one of three originals?

Ohh... cat got your tongue? Kash, yes, you have influenced me somewhat in my professional wrestling career. As far as my habits and where they have formed... you make me laugh buddy. Do you seriously believe in your one sided mind that you could have ever influenced me to smoke the finest plant on earth... marijuana? You got another thing coming! If anyone is getting influenced it's your talent goin' to waste ever since aligning yourself with Johnny Knuckles and attempting to create a failed cause Influential Minds jackleg ripoff! Failure. That's all that's left for you in your career my friend. You stand with your head held high defending a championship that you know you're way out of the competition level of competing fairly. You claim that I wanted to duck opponents back in TcW. I'm callin' you out right now. What's up with you holding a championship that is clearly under your level of talent.

If it's getting a little hot in the kitchen Kash I suggest you step the fuck out. Then again, you can rest assure that some how or another Kaylyn and myself will get screwed over by the longarm of WCF. I don't know what it is that you're doin' here bro' but my hat goes off to you, sir. For weeks straight I get jobbed around WCF like the "Glen Hendricks" of the wrestling world. Do you seriously believe that I would pass up the opportunity to get in the ring with you and ruin whatever it is your suckin' that dick to achieve? You know damn well I'm goin' to show up to this match. This shit is personal between you and I man. You've been ducking me since I made my return to wrestling earlier in the year. Do you seriously think you're that good with that meaningless championship you hold so dearly? You're way too fuckin' over rated in this industry Jason. You've climaxed in your career at the television championship level. Unlike you, I'm here to compete at heavyweight champion level. Bad thing for me though, I'm not goin' to blow anyone like you have to get ahead.

Dangertainment was nothing but a horrible attempt at recreating the most influential wrestling establishment to ever grace the business. Once that failed you did in fact make one smart move and keep yourself aligned with Borderland. But Organized Violence isn't the answer. That's all this charade has been old friend. You can't control the sport like you could with me by your side. Face the facts. I'm the best thing to ever happen to your career. That just doesn't sit well with me. I've been in your rearview for too fuckin' long. You've held me back for the last time. Tonight we will meet across the ring from each other inside the cage. There's no escape. Only one of us will walk out with their head held high. It's goin' to be me. You've stood in front long enough, step aside.

Before you go and get upset with what I've said bite your tongue. I've sat back quietly as you pranced around pretending to lead the pack. The pills are behind me. I've gotten my head straight over the past few weeks. Mexico was really good to me. From town to town I have become reacquainted with my long lost friend. I have rediscovered who I am beneath these scars. It's always been about you and I Kash. I wake up screaming out as I relive those painful moments of pretending that I could be half as good as you. I was wrong, I"m better. It's only taken me this long to realize so. That's how hard you fight to make sure your name is above everyone elses. Even when there's someone better standing beside you, you somehow manage to drown them out with your bullshit theatrics.

I've stood in your shadows long enough. Did you forget to mention? All those times you refer to me falling to my weaknesses who was it who didn't complain about the publicity? You were there every second of it like a whore. You've mooched off of me for the last time. Yea, maybe I did some mooching myself but all the spotlight and headline time I earned for myself. All you could do is ride on the coat tails of Demon in TcW as he reigned world champion. And in WCF, you wouldn't have even had a shot at the tag team titles if it wasn't for me. Well the time has come for me to prove myself and reveal to the world just how big of a phony you really are. You're not "The Bad Influence", you're just influenced badly by those you entertain yourself with these days.

I know you've all heard these words before. I've said them numerous times over the past couple years. Only now is it that these words actually mean something to me. The past is behind me, along with all the bullshit that it brings. Kash, we've had our moments but now it's time for me to step in front of you and take this show. You've been behind the curtains pulling the strings for too long. I'm not a fuckin' puppet of yours like those idiots, Bishop and Knuckles. The world is ready for a different so called "influence". I am that influence. Don't let that pretty little cock sucker of yours write checks that your ass can't KASH either."