Post by Miss L ilithenix on Feb 6, 2017 18:13:37 GMT -5
@DarkPhoenix
Oh my fucking GOD!!! You just don't fucking get it do you, Dag?!! DO YOU!!! "oh yeah... yeah I don't need you Kat! Remember that time in that match when you went hard on me?!" yeah... I fucking do, Dag! Of course I fucking do!!! I went hard on you back then for the EXACT same reason as why I go hard on you now!!! Maybe you should take 5 fucking minutes to actually think about why I do that! Here's a clue for you... thanks to me, people know who you are. Thanks to me, people don't know or give a shit who the hell the other guy is!!!
What you think I WANT to do half the stuff I do?! You think I'm a cruel heartless bitch to everyone around me?!! I DO WHAT I DO TO MAKE YOU BETTER!!!! Without me... Andre Holmes would be just another forgotten black guy! Without me... you would be nothing more than a forgotten no body who was forgotten long ago! People look at you two and they don't see a two time Hardcore Champion or a International Champion... or whatever the hell you are, Dag! They look at you two and they view him as the guy who used to be married to me... and you as the guy who Katherine Phoenix has carried and tried her hardest to get him to reach his true potential... HIS WHOLE CAREER!!!
You think I WANT to go after sweet little Izzy?! YOU THINK I WANT THAT, DAG?!! You think I want to get blood all over myself... all over my hands, my clothes... hell maybe even my hair?!!! NO I FUCKING DONT DAG!!!
...but I have no choice. I have no fucking choice, Dag! WHY?!! Because no matter what I do... no matter how hard I fucking try with you... you just won't shut it off, will you?!! You just won't shut off your humanity and truly become the dark, evil soul you claim to be!!! Because deep down inside, whether you admit it or not, you still have feelings for her. You still care about her! HELL YOU PROBABLY EVEN STILL LOVE HER!!! And I can't have that, Dag! I CANT FUCKING HAVE THAT!!! Love, the happy, skip through a field of flowers, fairytale, happily ever after love... does not exist, Dag!!! And those who think it does are just as weak and as fucking pathetic and delusional as those who thought fucking Hillary would be a good president! And not even you need me to explain that one... DO YOU?!!
And that's why I need to do what I do, Dag. Because when you've lost her, when you've TRULY lost her... you will be free! You will have NOTHING holding you back!!! And then you can FINALLY become the man I've always wanted you to be!
Are you excited for it, Dag?! ARE YOU?!! It's time we made you great! It's time we built a wall around your soft gooey center and allowed the darkness to take over! It's only a matter of time now... just a matter of time...
Oh my fucking GOD!!! You just don't fucking get it do you, Dag?!! DO YOU!!! "oh yeah... yeah I don't need you Kat! Remember that time in that match when you went hard on me?!" yeah... I fucking do, Dag! Of course I fucking do!!! I went hard on you back then for the EXACT same reason as why I go hard on you now!!! Maybe you should take 5 fucking minutes to actually think about why I do that! Here's a clue for you... thanks to me, people know who you are. Thanks to me, people don't know or give a shit who the hell the other guy is!!!
What you think I WANT to do half the stuff I do?! You think I'm a cruel heartless bitch to everyone around me?!! I DO WHAT I DO TO MAKE YOU BETTER!!!! Without me... Andre Holmes would be just another forgotten black guy! Without me... you would be nothing more than a forgotten no body who was forgotten long ago! People look at you two and they don't see a two time Hardcore Champion or a International Champion... or whatever the hell you are, Dag! They look at you two and they view him as the guy who used to be married to me... and you as the guy who Katherine Phoenix has carried and tried her hardest to get him to reach his true potential... HIS WHOLE CAREER!!!
You think I WANT to go after sweet little Izzy?! YOU THINK I WANT THAT, DAG?!! You think I want to get blood all over myself... all over my hands, my clothes... hell maybe even my hair?!!! NO I FUCKING DONT DAG!!!
...but I have no choice. I have no fucking choice, Dag! WHY?!! Because no matter what I do... no matter how hard I fucking try with you... you just won't shut it off, will you?!! You just won't shut off your humanity and truly become the dark, evil soul you claim to be!!! Because deep down inside, whether you admit it or not, you still have feelings for her. You still care about her! HELL YOU PROBABLY EVEN STILL LOVE HER!!! And I can't have that, Dag! I CANT FUCKING HAVE THAT!!! Love, the happy, skip through a field of flowers, fairytale, happily ever after love... does not exist, Dag!!! And those who think it does are just as weak and as fucking pathetic and delusional as those who thought fucking Hillary would be a good president! And not even you need me to explain that one... DO YOU?!!
And that's why I need to do what I do, Dag. Because when you've lost her, when you've TRULY lost her... you will be free! You will have NOTHING holding you back!!! And then you can FINALLY become the man I've always wanted you to be!
Are you excited for it, Dag?! ARE YOU?!! It's time we made you great! It's time we built a wall around your soft gooey center and allowed the darkness to take over! It's only a matter of time now... just a matter of time...